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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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How's your Sunday going @MissGremlin ?

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@NightFury things are really full on here at the moment and I'm overwhelmed (I'm safe). My ears are sensitive so any noise is really loud. I'm really glad to be here connecting with you at the moment.

Have you been up to anything else this weekend? I think you had lawn bowls yesterday by memory, how did that go?

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@MissGremlin I hear you. Noise sensitivity is hard.

I did play lawn bowls yesterday. We drew with the other team. It was a hard game and they played better than us. So we're lucky to get a draw.

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@NightFury i think getting a draw is still a pretty good achievement ☺️.

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It'a better than a loss @MissGremlin

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@Captain24 I'm sorry I missed your last post here 😞.

Yes i try to do things in the morning aswell but then find things come crashing down in the afternoon/evening.

You help just by chatting to me sweet, i always enjoy talking to you. Thankyou for all your support sweetheart, it really does mean alot ❤️

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It’s all good @MissGremlin. I just thought I had said too much. So was just going to leave you alone!

Im glad chatting helps. I will be here for you most of the time. I’ll be honest though as sometimes I struggle to leave my thread but that doesn’t mean I’m not thinking of you.

We have some thunder in the distance and it’s getting quite dark. I’m hoping that maybe we will get some much needed rain. We are desperate. It’s becoming drought conditions out here just not in drought yet.

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@Captain24 no not at all sweet.

It's ok, I have times when I can only stay in my thread aswell. I do try to pop in and check on how others are going to, but sometimes it's just a quick check in and then I'm back in my bubble lol.

It's been raining on and off here but not lots of rain. Hoping you do get some rain there.

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I may read through but not comment but other times I just can’t even read as it’s way too much @MissGremlin

It looks like the rain may have gone. We did get some the other night, it was 5mil but even that was exciting.

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@Captain24 I'm the same. If someone else is commenting then I'll usually stay quiet but if someone posts and noone comments or is around then I'll reply cos noone deserves to feel alone.

That's a shame that it's gone, at least you got a little bit. It's always exciting when you haven't had any for a while.

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