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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin ooooh True Blood!! Haven't seen that one in a hot minnit, I am not sure I ever finished it actually. I remember it being really good! So much blood tho... 😅

Oh yeah reading comics definitely not the same haha. Reading manga is even more challenging cos it's all read right-to-left!! 😝

How's your week/end been hun? 💜

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hello @Jynx , @MissGremlin , @Captain24 , @heartathome , @NightFury 😍😎

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@Jynx true blood is good, I enjoyed it but still think the ending kind of sucked 😂.

I struggle to read books as it is, let alone comics so I don't think I'd even attempt to tackle manga 😂.

Things have been really tough, I just tagged you in a poem that I wrote last night and I shared one in the poetry thread aswell (i couldn't sleep until 3am so wrote 2 poems). The one here in my thread will give you an idea of where things are at for me currently (I'm safe for now). In some other news, hopefully a good thing is that the mental health team are willing to do telehealth appointments with me starting on Thursday and they also mentioned about a support worker package that they can offer me so that's something to think about aswell.

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Hello beautiful @Shaz51 ❤️

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Hugs ❤️ @MissGremlin 😊

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Thankyou beautiful @Shaz51 ❤️

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Good to know @MissGremlin haha maybe that's why I never finished it - cos I heard the ending was crappy 😂

Appreciate you sharing hun. Hearing how tough things are and how hard it is for you to see some kind of light or path forward... Doesn't mean it doesn't exist though. I for one am glad that you take up space in this world - more than that, you bring light and warmth to those around you. The world is definitely better with you in it.

Really glad to hear that about the appts and the support worker package!! Would that involve like, outreach/f2f support?

Hi and big hugs wonderful @Shaz51 💜

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@Jynx i still enjoy watching it though, it's another one of my comfort shows ☺️.

Thankyou sweet, it means alot to hear those things. I still really don't feel like there's even a path forward but I'm trying hard to at least give the mental health team a chance to see what they can do to maybe help me. When I've been let down so much before its hard to even have hope that I can be helped and that someone is willing to do so.

It would yes, I'm not sure of the details around it but I will find out on Thursday when I talk to the person thats ringing me.

Just in case it needs to be said, I'm safe for now although incredibly overwhelmed and sitting with heavy thoughts. But I'm in bed with Casper and I'm watching Buffy and Angel.

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@MissGremlin can be hard to have faith when we've been burned so many times, I get you. I will keep all my digits crossed for you hun 🤞

Thanks for letting the community know that you're safe hun. Please don't wait till things are completely overwhelming to reach out to crisis supports if you need to. Aww will you give Casper some ear scritches for me? 💜

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

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Thankyou @Jynx sweet ❤️.

I'm ok and chatting to a friend online to keep myself distracted and have connection. I even managed to do bag 1 of my Lego ☺️. I'll be sure to give Casper some ear scritches just for you, he loves his ears being touched so that's lucky 😂.

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