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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 8:21 am AEDT

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Morning @Captain24, I got very little sleep. Today is going to be a really hard, hoping I can get some rest throughout the day.

How are you sweetheart?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 8:22 am AEDT

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today ❤️

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NightFurySenior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 8:49 am AEDT

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Morning @MissGremlin I'm at work about to go into a meeting, but I am struggling with focus so far today. Just lost in my thoughts.

I saw you had a rough night. ❤️

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Captain24Senior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 9:04 am AEDT

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I struggled with sleep too @MissGremlin. Hoping I get over it during the day.

I hope you are able to get some rest during the day.

Im still struggling from last night but I’ll get over it.

Im hoping that you can get through the day

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heartathomeSenior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 9:25 am AEDT

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Hearing you @MissGremlin

The poem is as raw as your situation is! I remember feeling piss weak because I couldn't end things, when I was at my worst. It's a lonely place to be! I'm glad I hung in there now, but I wouldn't wish SI upon my worst enemy! I'm glad Casper's with you! Good poem, by the way! 💜

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 9:35 am AEDT

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@NightFury i hope the day goes gentle on you sweetheart. I know how hard it is to struggle with focus and being lost in your thoughts. Sending you hugs ❤️.

Last night was very rough but hoping i can just rest today. Need to make a couple of phone calls first though so trying to work up the courage for that.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 9:38 am AEDT

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@Captain24 i did see you on in the very early hours of the morning. I hope your day goes ok sweet and try to be gentle with yourself ❤️.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 9:41 am AEDT

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Hello @heartathome sweet, thankyou ❤️.

It's definitely a lonely place to be but I'm thankful to have the community here. Living with SI is so debilitating, it's a battle every second of every day. I'm glad that you hung in there too. Hope you have a lovely day sweetheart ❤️.

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Captain24Senior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 12:27 pm AEDT

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Thanks @MissGremlin. I hope your day is panning out as ok as it can.

We just went to a rock face but there is no waves so the weren’t crashing but it was still beautiful and the dogs had an awesome time climbing over the rocks. There was no slowing Pix.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor10 Feb 2026, 2:18 pm AEDT

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@Captain24 i was trying to rest but only dozed off and woke up in a panic so now I'm just sitting watching TV while having an iced coffee.

I'll reply on your thread about your trip to the rock race ☺️

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