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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin my big paint by number if now at home waiting for touch ups. The fold creases have cracked paint, so i need to do them at home and not "on the go" to prevent folding now.

So now my bag has a set of 6 coasters i got for xmas. Currently doing the giraffe one.

 

 

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Ah, you have counselling too! It must be the day for it. @AlwaysMyself 🌞

Do you have an intention you'd like to explore during your session?

I was just thinking, it would be wonderful to hear how you both went (if you feel like sharing afterwards)? @MissGremlin

I have noticed in myself that having a safe space to reflect can help with processing and integrating what I have learned! 🥰

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@AlwaysMyself no worries at all sweet and i hope your appointment with your counsellor goes well for you ☺️. Awww thankyou sweet, it means alot to have you and the community here especially today ❤️.

Oh I'm really hoping it's not your boy, there's nothing worse than hearing those pain barks.

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@AuntGlow will have to see how i go with my appointment as to if I can share anything after.

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@MissGremlin does it help at all to know I am happy to "read between the lines" when you can't say what you wish you could?

But never pressure to say anything if you don't want to. But know its totally OK with me if you say even something as simple as "I wish i could talk about it but I can't."

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Good question @AuntGlow . And agree on the reflecting and integrating 😊. I sometimes use my thread for that, both after and during the week between.

Since this week has been quite reasonable, i think i can actually probably delve a bit into some of the stuff we started talking about last week. But i find it hard to bring up, so i can always say something like "want to continue where we left off last week?".

My MH week has been as simple as, "saw MH GP - i like her. She suggested quite possible autism too. Seeing her in 2 weeks again. One visit to the drop-in because of "i dont want to" feelings/thoughts - helpful just to express it to someone. Got it out of system." 😅🤭 simples, right? 😅

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@AlwaysMyself oh no, that sucks that it cracked the paint where the creases are. Hopefully it's an easy fix up cos its such a stunning painting.

Oohhhi love the coasters, it made me teary to see you are currently doing the giraffe one (I can't explain why). It looks amazing so far, well done sweet ❤️.

It does help to know sweet and i really do appreciate it so thankyou so much ❤️

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Morning @AuntGlow , @MissGremlin , @AlwaysMyself

On my second coffee ☕️ for the day so far

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Would you like to pick which one i do next @MissGremlin ?

But you dont have to!

I was thinking of asking you, NF, FB, CB and CS to have a say/vote for your favourites as to which order i do them. 😋

I dont mind which order i do them, because i will end up doing them all!

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Hello beautiful @Shaz51 ❤️.

Those coffees go down so well, a little too well sometimes 😂

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