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@AuntGlow

I'm glad Jasmine is ok and the surgery didn't go as long as expected

He's often like this, he cancels last minute, always rescheduling and then cancelling anyway...

I don't know why I try anymore.

Yes I replied, said it's been a while and a lot has changed so just wondering if he wanted to

@ENKELI

Yes, I would like that

@avant-garde I will make it a priority sweetheart.

I'm on my phone and the support button doesn't work.

I am glad too. I hope you can spend some quality time together when she is feeling better. @avant-garde 🥰

That would be really disheartening and upsetting... I completely understand why you're feeling this way.

It sounds like there's a part of you that really wants to connect with him, which is perfectly valid. You care.

Know that we are always here, if he is unable to respond tonight. I can see @ENKELI really cares about you and wants to support you right now as well. 💛

@AuntGlow even when the button doesn't let us

@ENKELI

You understand why I want company don't you?

@ENKELI?

@avant-garde hey you

@ENKELI

Hi

@avant-garde how are you tonight?
I just had chicken Caesar salad for dinner. How is your little furbaby?

@ENKELI

My head feels foggy and I changed the man's contact name in my whatsapp to "don't reach out to him it will just hurt you"

I still feel quite stupid but I have my favourite ice cream

Ebony is sneezing less which is good

So much has happened in the last few weeks that all I've looked for is extra support but I'm learning that it'll always be wrong to ask it of him. I'm not his friend, I'm his job, and one he doesn't particularly care about either.