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Red's house

Red's house

Hi, I haven't been here consistently for a little while. Shutting myself off felt safer. I was formed after being suicidal last month. I needed to remove myself from online worlds for my safety and that of others. I'm doing better now, I'm just stressed out.

I enrolled myself to full time study at tafe in a few weeks. Getting that all done pushed me to my limits. But im looking forward. I have dreams. I have hopes. I have desires.

I want to pursue my business and my art talents. I will be doing a cert iv in business to give myself the skills to thrive in this. I want to have a future, which is great but scary. It gives the opportunity for failure. But also success. I got this.

Breathe, Red, breathe, create you're safe place. This thread I'll be hanging out more and try not to be too down or hard for myself. If anyone wants to hang out at my place they are always welcome.

There's always tea and coffee, with biscuits if desired. In this winter the fire is on and we can Chillax

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What's happening for you @The-red-centaur ?

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Hey @tyme its just been a bad and intense week. I'm tired and I'm not coping. I tried reaching mental health services but did not get through.

It's just so intense rn. But also just stuck frozen in bed. My head is so messy. I wish I had the energy to run away.

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That doesn't sound good. @The-red-centaur

Are your support workers there? I guess talking to them is better than not being able to talk to anyone?

Or can you do some painting?

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I had been talking to them earlier.

And I don't have painting in me rn @tyme

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Sometimes, even just having people around helps - even if you don't talk @The-red-centaur

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Things ended up getting very pear shaped today. I'm sorry.

I'm now home safe. It's ok.

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My head has been so messy the last few days. I'm not coping with it well.

I harmed for the first time in 3 months yesterday. I thought this year could be different. I'm so tired.

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Sigh. I want to disappear.

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Hey @The-red-centaur , How are you at the moment?

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@tyme things aren't too great.

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