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Red's house

Red's house

Hi, I haven't been here consistently for a little while. Shutting myself off felt safer. I was formed after being suicidal last month. I needed to remove myself from online worlds for my safety and that of others. I'm doing better now, I'm just stressed out.

I enrolled myself to full time study at tafe in a few weeks. Getting that all done pushed me to my limits. But im looking forward. I have dreams. I have hopes. I have desires.

I want to pursue my business and my art talents. I will be doing a cert iv in business to give myself the skills to thrive in this. I want to have a future, which is great but scary. It gives the opportunity for failure. But also success. I got this.

Breathe, Red, breathe, create you're safe place. This thread I'll be hanging out more and try not to be too down or hard for myself. If anyone wants to hang out at my place they are always welcome.

There's always tea and coffee, with biscuits if desired. In this winter the fire is on and we can Chillax

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Awww hun @The-red-centaur . I'm sorry to hear that.

The sun shines each day. I hope tomorrow looks brighter for you.

Sitting with you.

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@tyme I'm scared that things have been crumbling down and that i don't know what is the best thing to do/help myself.

The news about my pop has been challenging me and my heart is in so much pain. Memories hit hard and there is only so much I can handle rn.

I'm disappointed with myself, which I know isn't helping. This year was going to better. I was going to make better choices. The unhelpful behaviours and the worsening moods feed off each other. Dark thoughts fill my mind. Dark thoughts I hadn't experienced for a while. Since new years the weight off life has been getting too strong again. I'm tired. So tired.

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I hear you @The-red-centaur .

You have pushed through this long @The-red-centaur . You are stronger and braver than you feel right now.

Please know we are here for you.

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Thank you @tyme

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I spoke to my mh worker, I have an appointment with my psychiatrist on Thursday.

I slept most of today. I'm still so tired.

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Hiya @The-red-centaur just poppin in to say hey!

Big tired is a big mood lol. You keen for the pdoc appt?

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I saw my gp today, im getting some immune tests.

And I'm going to be changing a few of my meds to see if that helps with the fatigue. I'm on a pretty heavy pain med, we are going to try reducing it. I hope withdrawals will be OK....

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Ooh fingers crossed for you @The-red-centaur - what kind of withdrawals are you expecting? Let us know if there's anything we can do to support the process! 💜

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@Jynx I'm not sure. I'll do some research tonight.

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Hey @The-red-centaur , how are you?

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