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Red's house

Red's house

Hi, I haven't been here consistently for a little while. Shutting myself off felt safer. I was formed after being suicidal last month. I needed to remove myself from online worlds for my safety and that of others. I'm doing better now, I'm just stressed out.

I enrolled myself to full time study at tafe in a few weeks. Getting that all done pushed me to my limits. But im looking forward. I have dreams. I have hopes. I have desires.

I want to pursue my business and my art talents. I will be doing a cert iv in business to give myself the skills to thrive in this. I want to have a future, which is great but scary. It gives the opportunity for failure. But also success. I got this.

Breathe, Red, breathe, create you're safe place. This thread I'll be hanging out more and try not to be too down or hard for myself. If anyone wants to hang out at my place they are always welcome.

There's always tea and coffee, with biscuits if desired. In this winter the fire is on and we can Chillax

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Does it really matter.

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Idk idc

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Im tired.

I got through christmas. I got through a lot this year.

For what tho. Why.

Im so tired of trying and masking and trying to fix everying.

Life sucks. Life is broken. I dont understand. No matter what goes on. Things don't work out. They never do.

Perspective and insight helps. I can look at things differently. It won't change the shit though. Why bother trying.

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Are you OK my @The-red-centaur

Sitting here with you 💕

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@Shaz51 no i am not.

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Anything you want to take about @The-red-centaur

I am here for you xx

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Hey @Shaz51 thank you for replying.

Im sore. I'm tired. I'm overwhelmed. I'm stuck.

Too much has been going on. I can't sleep. I can't move.

I called a helpline. But in the end they just frustrated me. They weren't listening.

Im seriously over trying. Why should I. Like really. Why keep trying. Life just isn't meant for me

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So sorry to hear you are having such a hard time at the moment @The-red-centaur

A good Sleep makes all the difference, I agree

Hope you can sleep a bit today

My hearing aid is playing up big time and can't see anyone until next week so have to be deaf for a while

Looks like a nothing day here as well as my husband has not slept well for 3 nights

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@Shaz51 i hope the hearing aid problem is resolved soon, sorry you have to wait.

And I hope you husband also gets some rest.

I havent been able to rest. I spoke to my support worker a bit and I managed to go out and get some groceries as I didnt really have much food.

The rest of the day feels like a chore, I don't know the best way through it rn.

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Well done for going out for some groceries @The-red-centaur ❤️

Have you had some lunch and had something to drink , staying hydrated is very important

We had salad plate for lunch

Now relaxing on the couch watching TV

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