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Talking through trauma and PTSD

Is there anybody out there (wanna lend me a hand)

Is there anybody out there (wanna lend me a hand)

A line from a song from my favourite artist. On struggle street atm. Having seriously bad flares with the cptsd and ongoing unusual "funny turns" that nobody seems interested in figuring them out. I suspect a drug may be a factor but am a john West reject from the public mh system. It's scary, severely restricting my functioning and I'm going backwards at 90 miles an hour. And I'm a waterfall. I was verbally abused by a male recently and it triggered me so badly. Everything has gone in the too hard basket. I'm beginning to hate Mondays. They've become an extension of weekends. I don't usually wallow but my body feels like it's run too many marathons and I can't busy myself out of my heads pace.

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@tyme I've seriously lost it tonight. It's raining and lightning, HRH (furbaby) has taken off and will probably drop his bundle and mummy will be enjoying all of the olympic telecast tonight waiting to catch and medicate him. The only thing I missed last night was Ariarne Titmus' epic effort. The very brief micronap. But you know you're really past it when you are giggling about your very dear friends feral garage door. We both think someone cast a spell on us. Saturday afternoon her roller door decided to open and close non stop. Only it didn't close completely. About 15cm from the ground. Lucky she had the car out. The remote wouldn't work, the company wouldn't return her call and we agreed it was the motor and it would just have to burn itself out. Only problem was the noise. And it was getting late. Update today it did indeed shut down and is currently half open. Tomorrow she'll ring the company. You know you're scraping the bottom of the barrel when a roller door makes you laugh hysterically. Life has been and still is a bit intense and stressful and my sense of humour can be a bit juvenile at times.

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Should I be laughing???? @Radarears

My apologies, but I'm REALLY LAUGHING...

I had sort of the same issue with my garage door about 2 weeks ago! I opened it and it wouldn't close. Or closed only half way. I did this over and over again. Up, down, up, down, up, down. It was after 9pm and it was still going up and down. Then the garage light blew so I was in the dark with a roller door going up and down. It still wouldn't close! In the end, I just yanked it shut but of course it meant it wouldn't lock.

Got the technician in in the morning... had to replace the whole thing... $1k later, I have a new system...

LOL. If you're laughing, take it and just run with it.

Have a good night!

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@Radarears

Hi there, just catching up on your thread. Been a bit out of action myself.

Wow I can feel that you are going through a tough patch. Glad to hear you have a supportive MH professional by your side....and having pets that mirror what you are going through must be mindblowing. Does it make you reflect on how you are feeling when you see how they are behaving? Coaching your cats to meditate prrrfectly could be a fun practice for you both!

Now I do have to ask....what olympic sports has the cat qualified for?

Is it boxing...

https://youtu.be/2s9xAjtFcas?si=Mr_1pR9P4_fGa_MA

High jumping...

https://youtu.be/-GMtihsXR3w?si=fIzeX4N9mtTcRF2L

Parallel bars...

https://youtu.be/-GMtihsXR3w?si=P3E4MjRPEIu1p5N3

Or miscellaneous??

who do you think will win the Cat Olympics? #fyp #CatsOfTiktok #CatCha... | TikTok

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@tyme

My goodness....what a story. I could picture all this happening...

@Radarears i really appreciate the conversation and the mutual understanding that comes through this thread. Having a place to be real and share the large and small "miseries" and "conundrums" is HUGE!

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@OM108 without a doubt BOXING!! At 2am on my bed. Fencing (girl), 100 metre running (boy) and cross country (boy). It is very challenging when my moods upset my babies. It is a good EWS though and I can recognise that I'm going off in a ditch. It's also good when I pull my head in and they respond. Of course my precious prince has so many issues of his own that he keeps me from disappearing into my naval. Yes life throws lots of curve balls for us all. I feel that I'm constantly having to drop everything and deal with the latest drama. I've been given the go ahead to use another venue of my club for my rehab and recreation. I begin on Friday. Very anxious and nervous but looking forward to getting back in the saddle. It's for as long as needed and I can switch back when I'm feeling more stable and able to cope. It will be challenging trying to establish a new routine and an unfamiliar environment. Bit like starting at a new school. Motivation and incentive are not in my vocab atm. Whether it's the new medication, still unwell physically and mh or combo I'm just so fatigued. I'll just live vicariously by watching the athletes.

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@tyme what made it funny was my friend telling me she and her car detailer were standing watching it. And the noise!!!!

It did quit. Then she discovered she had rung the wrong company. She found the right one, the motor has gone and yep a large chunk of change will follow.

We agreed that someone put a spell on it.

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@Radarears love the verse meeting and beating challenges.. that's the strongest thing we can do.

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@Tilz That's when I'm wearing my magic boots. Like the littlies at the shops and surrounds I have magic boots that I wear. I'll be quaking in them but I know they're tough and can cover all terrain. Just like Dorothy's special shoes in the Wizard of Oz. But I'm feeling more like the cowardly lion tonight. Storms here and under the doona for now.

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LOL @Radarears ,

At least you made it 🙂

You make me laugh.

Hope life's treating you well - or as well as it can be.

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@tyme is life treating me well? Ummmm. I'll have to reflect on that and get back to you.

It is what it is.

However I'm finding more like minded people who get me. It helps offset those who don't, judge me and find me wanting.

I had a calm before the storm time. Then it was on again for young and old.

Major challenges ahead regarding the treatment of my mental health issues by the public system that has left me traumatised and very very sick. I've been waitlisted for advocacy and it will feel a bit like a David and Goliath event.

The EMDR keeps getting delayed because of all the dramas but I'll be "match fit" soon I hope. I'm becoming a seasoned campaigner but both my psychologist and I are struggling to "refine the search".😅🤣😂

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