Thank you @Former-Member @Anony18 @Faith-and-Hope @Rose96 @Spookytookims @Shaz51 for your kind words
I feel bad for 'whinging' all the time, especially as everyone has their own battles, it does help to be able to talk about it though. Have been watching all of your discussion on the email feed but lacked the motivation to log in and join in.
I have been trying so hard to focus on the positives at the moment, and there is a lot to be thankful for, at the same time though we are always on edge and I never know when the next tantrum is going to come. Finding it very draining always giving out and getting nothing in return. Sounds selfish when I say it like that but its how it is. Finding the physical and emotional rejection harder to bear than usual at the moment and extremely fatigued from the added stress 😞
As bad as that all sounds we have had some lovely family moments over the last week so trying hard to hang on to that while it lasts. ☺
We have tickets to a ball next week (as recognition of some volunteer work that I do) so I am hoping that we can enjoy a night out without the little people and being out in a social setting will not be too much for my darling. Looking forward to the night out though, we rarly do stuff like this.
Sorry I have not contributed to your discussions over the last week or 2 , I have been following though and thinking of you all. I really appreciate the friendships I have found here. If you dont here from me I have not run away, just sitting in my little corner sulking. I will do my best though to stay conected.
