Gi @Former-Member
Brilliant, thank you. Iv'e favourited these lst couple of meesages from you and will read and re read until it sinks in......
Yeah, no lesuire time without him. It is how it is. But he compliments me as well. Mr G and me get along very very well....it's these hiccups that both test you and : either motivates you to stay together or drift away. You can work on yourself and see what you can do better or....not. It's up to you.
My choise was and is to be with Mr G. I put a restaining order on him so I even had two years to be married to him and work out whether I wanted him in my life or not but the answer was that we are perfect partners: We love each other and we are very motivated to be together.
But it can be difficult. For instance: Every time I go into Office works: a printing place that I get my artwork and papers photocopied from the internet, I am usually tlaking about how I am and they all know me and adore him too.
I think...'What if I was single?" I'de go to this wonderful prize I've won: go to an expensive resturant and show alone...it would be awesome !! I can breathe well. I wouldn't be suffocated !
But what would I miss out on ? No one to just know me and know what to speak about. I am with someone who has given up SO much to be with me and he works so Hard to stay with me. We even are going to couple's therapy just to shave off the edge bits. our Therapist gets us both. He fumbles a little: we fumble a little but we get through and we show him that two people can work together.........
Sorry for this monologue........
I like writing to you
PeppiPAtty
sending hugs my special friend
