Support for Flowerlove22

@PizzaMondo I tagged you in my post I just did

I don't want to say much on here in case someone gets triggered

I know I will end up losing it and doing something 😕

Oh hun @Sunnyside226 ,

Are you able to change the past? I hear how much you are hurting over the loss of some family members. It sounds like they were very special to you.

If they were here, what would you like for them to see you be doing now? What would make them proud?

Hugs

@Sunnyside226 , please know that when you chat to us, you are not "annoying" us. We are here for you and the entire SANE community.

Hey @Sunnyside226, I just thought I would see how you are doing today? I'm working the Forums today and will be around all day if you need to reach out for support or want to chat.

What time are the kids coming home today? Do you need to go pick them up or are they being dropped off?

Take care

RiverSeal

Hello @RiverSeal long time no see 🤣

The kids got dropped off at 530 this morning driving me up the wall the are on their rooms playing I am just in my room having a really big meltdown a autistic meltdown I am ready to give up

I know right!! 🤣

Good that the kids are back home and playing in their rooms. Sorry, you had to get up so early though!

Let's work through this together! What are the thoughts going through your mind right now?

Did you have some breakfast today @Sunnyside226?

RiverSeal

Nah I was up most of the night lots of thoughts on my mind last night I couldn't do it I was thinking about it tho 😔

I had 4x coffees and a slice of bread with Vegemite and cheese not much but it's something

Wait your really working today? And you tagged me to chat? @RiverSeal that's so kind and sweet to be honest I thought nobody would tagged or chat to me today ❤️😕

Remember @Sunnyside226 that you can reach out for support when you are having thoughts, and the community is here to support you and there are crisis support lines to contact when you are in the moment. I will list them here, so you have them handy in case the thoughts return:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Lifeline Chat

Beyond Blue: 1300 22 4636 or Beyond Blue Webchat

1800 RESPECT: 1800 737 732, www.1800respect.org.au

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or Online Counselling

Kids Helpline (up to ages 25): 1800 55 1800, http://kidshelpline.com.au/get-help/phone-counselling

If in immediate danger: 000 www.triplezero.gov.au/triple-zero/How-to-Call-000

It's great that you ate something and had coffee's and maybe you can have something more substantial for lunch. What are you preparing for the kids for lunch?

Yeah, I'm working on the Forums today which is not usual but will be around all day. I know you had a tough day yesterday and the kids were coming how today so I wanted to check in with you and see how you are doing.

What are your plans for today?

RiverSeal

Yeah I was on the phone to Lifeline so many questions from them I had just finished on the phone when you tagged me

So I may of got excited when I saw your name 😀

One kid wants a egg sandwich and one wants chicken nuggets

I might have a look

My plans for today is I have to go to the shop to get some nappies

And my sister wants girly products and I have to get her pads I have no idea what ones so I may have to ask a girl assistance from the shop because I have no idea about them

@RiverSeal I am on edge how much more can I handle this today I am on edge of giving up my body feels weak and I feel like I am floating

Can we chat @RiverSeal ? I feel like I'm going downhill 😔 big time