Oscillation between two mind sets

@creative_writer , I'm sorry to hear this. I hear how hard it is. I wish you would be able to reach out for help and not feel guilty about it.

Are you safe for now?

@tyme, I’m waiting for PRN to kick in. Hopefully it does soon. I’ll try to stay safe while I wait

Something feels amiss

Third PRN in a row, so exhausted. I feel absolutely nothing now, I am nothing

Hey @creative_writer sorry that things are so tough this arvo. Is the prn not helping?

Here for you hun 💜

@Jynx, PRN helped, it may be the reason why I’m not planning an attempt, so may be keeping me safe. But I still rather not be here

I’m going back home now. Watched a movie and had dinner. Listening to something to relax me. I feel very burnt out, being emotionally heightened has taken so much from me

@Jynx, I took some time on the drive back to listen to some prayers when my dad was driving us back. My parents and sis went for a walk, I felt too weak and lightheaded so gave it a pass. I just hope things settle down, I don’t want to get into the routine of taking PRN. When I took PRN regularly last year everyday, I became used to it and developed withdrawal symptoms. I don’t want to have to increase my meds again, but I seemed to get the bipolar genes passed down to me, it’s frustrating. Knowing that these screwed up chemicals may also be affect my migraines is also annoying. One of my meds is for both migraines and bipolar