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Oscillation between two mind sets

Oscillation between two mind sets

Sometimes I feel like I’m on top of things and don’t feel like my trauma defines me and I don’t feel so ashamed and scared. Other times I want to hide from the world and feel like a **** (I’m not going to say the word here since I don’t want to trigger anyone) 😭, I feel so ashamed that I don’t want people to know

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@creative_writer it is very hard when you feel like you can't go to your folks for support, because you'd end up having to babysit their emotional responses rather than just focusing on your own.

It sounds like taking the prn and trying to get some rest is a good idea hun. I'll be off soon, but I will tag @tyme so that they're aware of how much you're struggling, and if you need the extra support they can sit with you through it all.

Hopefully you can just pass out, and things will be better tomorrow. Sending a big pile of fortitude, hopefulness, and restful vibes your way darlin 💜💪😴

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@Jynx, my mum in particular is a very emotional person, don’t want to put this on her or dad. I’ve taken the PRN and will be taking the rest of my meds in a bit too. I’m hoping it passes too. I’m fighting to stay alive😔. I wish you a restful night 💖

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We hear you @creative_writer . Please take care tonight and we will see you tomorrow.

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@tyme, I’m hoping the urges ease once PRN and regular meds kick in. I feel like a failure 😢. I don’t have much to bring to the world, can’t help feel like if I was gone, it wouldn’t matter

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I'm sorry you feel this way @creative_writer . I hope things improve for you in the morning.

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@tyme, I am feeling less agitated and sleepy. Still feel very low. I think I’ll try to get some sleep. Goodnight, I hope you rest well 🙂

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I had a pdoc appointment today who suggested I take PRN earlier on to prevent escalation of the situation. Last night was not good, I was going into suicide planning. I am feeling better today and no longer have the urges but I do feel like my brain has been turned into mush. Mental health is hard, it can feel very overwhelming. It's lonely trying not to cry and putting that front on, silent cries are the most painful 😞

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Hi @creative_writer 💜

I am so sorry to hear that last night was so heavy for you 😞 It must have been hard

I am glad to hear that you're feeling better although I can also relate to the feeling of your brain feeling like a mush!

Taking PRN earlier to prevent any escalation sounds like a good plan. Mental health is indeed very overwhelming, I hope you are able to express yourself freely here and do not have to put a front on 🙂

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@lavenderhaze, it feels like I’m experiencing a hangover from strong emotions plus migraine. It really does drain the body. I had so much adrenaline pumping in my system. I do find the forums helpful, I wish I could find a community like this in real life, but it’s hard. I see my pdoc in a month so he can see how I’m going. I think I tried so hard not to take the PRN, now I need to take it once I feel the symptoms hitting, before they are full blown

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Maybe it’s the come down, but I want to just go into the covers and cry. I’m so exhausted. My life didn’t used to be this chaotic. I miss who I used to be
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