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Sometimes I feel like I’m on top of things and don’t feel like my trauma defines me and I don’t feel so ashamed and scared. Other times I want to hide from the world and feel like a **** (I’m not going to say the word here since I don’t want to trigger anyone) 😭, I feel so ashamed that I don’t want people to know
We can talk about it more tomorrow @creative_writer? I'm also thinking of making a new thread to support folks questioning their sexuality or gender. But I'm off for tonight! Hope you have a restful night 💜
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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Goodnight @Jynx, I hope you rest well 💖
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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I am having palpitations. I have so much rage, I want to destroy things 😖. I hate this life
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PaperdaisySenior Contributor
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Hey @creative_writer here with you. What do you need right now? 💝
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Paperdaisy, I don’t know what I need. I am just sick of things always coming to this. I feel like I don’t have control, it controls me, I can’t function, my brain is on a loop and won’t slow
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PaperdaisySenior Contributor
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That sounds tough. Are you able to go for a walk outside @creative_writer ? Always helps me...
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Paperdaisy, I don’t know how to motivate myself to change and go out. My mental state isn’t getting better so I do need to do something. I feel like I’m about to be sick, eating a snack didn’t help. I feel so done with life
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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I feel very confused and don’t understand my mood today. I’m giddy, angry, depressed and hopeless 🤔. Bizarre mixed of emotions
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amber22Senior Contributor
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Hey @creative_writer
That can be really confusing hey!
I hope you're doing okay today - do you have much planned for this afternoon?
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@amber22, I had a peer support worker appointment and bought more stuff. I haven’t spend this much money for a while. I’m still over my head
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