Far and Away

@Faith-and-Hope I agree there is a really lovely group of members congregating here that I know have been helping me and will continue to do so while you are away. It is no surprise that the time you will be away will be extremely difficult for me but I also know you will be able to read and our connection will remain in heart and mind. I do intend to try to visit here every day just to post to you and I expect others here to do the same so you feel that connection from us all. It has become a 'home' here on this thread for me lately and I really value that - you have made it feel that way ...along with the other wonderful members posting here. It feels like family and one that is so supportive of one another.

@Former-Member We all know how difficult it will be for me when F&H is away but it is obvious to me that I will have support. We also need to extend that support to F&H and post here for her so she can keep up with us all and feel the love from us all here for her. I very much appreciate your kind words, your concern and you caring so much. It does mean so much to me. So whilst F&H is away I will very much accept the help and support of you all here.

@Faith-and-Hope @BlueBay @eth @Sans911 @Teej My appointment with my pdoc is now 3 weeks away. She will be away next week and the week after so I can't get in to see her sooner. With my GP appointment tomorrow having to move to next week and the past couple of weeks I have had I really feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me. I am noto sure how much more I can take - and my teeth are hurting again. How much more can I possibly take! I have tomorrow off so expecting to do a lot of sleeping - that is all I want to do and is possibly all I need to do to get through this. I am safe but struggling. Still feeling those worthless feelings despite my AP asking me to take another class on my next 4 Wednesdays off. I told her I would get back to her tomorrow as I couldn't think about it today. It will mean I have to try to change my GP and pdoc appointments again though so I am not sure what I will do. I really need the money but need the appointments too - will sleep on it and try to make those decisions tomorrow.

I cam home again at lunch time to hug my babies but the rest of the day was okay

Glad your afternoon was ok @Zoe7

it will be good if you could still keep your appointments but I know what you mean about working and money. See how you feel tomorrow.

I hope you can sleep and rest as much as possible tomorrow.

Take care ❤️❤️

@Faith-and-Hope

Thanks @BlueBay I can't make that decision today and will need to try to move some appointments tomorrow - that will not be easy. I also need to decide if I can work those last 4 weeks fulltime and not have the day off - not sure I can do that either. I really do need the money to get back on top of things though so it is a hard decision to make.

Hugs BB

Hi @Zoe7 sending my hopes that you can get enough rest tonight and tomorrow to be able to make a clear decision about the extra work vs the appointments. What a quandry to have to choose between earning what you need and getting the therapies you need. Thinking of you with love

It feels like a no win situation right now @eth I very much need both. I will ring both GP and pdoc rooms tomorrow and see what I can change before I make any decisions. I told my AP today that I do have an appointment next Wednesday afternoon and I can leave early if I need to but I thought it was at 2.30 and it is at 2.15 - that 15 minutes actually makes a lot of different because I won't actually be able to leave in time. The idea was to change their music (or PE) time to the end of the day but it will still not be enough time to get to the appointment on time. I need to just wait until tomorrow and see what I can do. No point worrying too much about it tonight as there is nothing I can do until the morning.

@Faith-and-Hope How are you going Hon? Haven't seen you around tonight so summising you are still doing your assignments before you finish up this semester. Would love a check in when you can manage it. How did your appointment go today?

Hi @Zoe7 .... 👋💕

I have just problem solved something with my assignment that has had me stressed, and wondering how to deal with it without incurring a lot of time in the uni library ..... which I don’t have without seriously compromising my time and commitments for the rest of the week, especially now I have to fit in a new home viewing and make a decision on it on the day ......

👍

Rather chuffed with that, actually .....

But it has meant being absent here tonight ..... 🤔

It is just nice to see you @Faith-and-Hope

So glad you have your problem sorted and can fully understand that you are on a tight schedule this week with everything you need to do before you go away.

Having to view the home and make a decision on the same day is tough but I am sure you will get a feeling either way as soon as you see the home - everything crossed that it is easy for you Hon.

Having some issues with my teeth again but pain killers seem to be helping tonight. Also remembered I had a script for ABs from a previous infection so I can get that filled tomorrow. Hopefully that will help a lot before I get to the GP and dentist next week.

Had something to eat tonight also so that is a good thing. Need to get some 'soft' things to eat tomorrow so will need to do a little shopping. I was really hoping for a day at home but it can't be helped.