Far and Away

Munching on cheese and biscuits for dinner as I go ..... I bought some when the other baby dragons were here ..... can’t have it going to waste now .....

@Zoe7

No you can't @Faith-and-Hope I can't eat anything - tried some dry biscuits earlier and it just made me feel more sick than I already did.

Hugs and Coffee @Faith-and-Hope

Hearing @Teej and @Sans911 @oceangirl @BlueBay @eth (eths not highlighting - getting name to come up ahhh did it )

and so many people's love and support for you @Zoe7 and even more so the love and support you have put out ...

Knowing how much love and tender thoughtful consideration you have given in all your time here. I have learned so much, reading and softening, and finding better language and ways to frame my experience.

Not knowing exactly how you feel, or all of the triggers, but wondering if it is similar to some of the personality clashes I have posted about, about irl and choirs.

I would not have gotten through them without you and others on this thread.

When I first read the latest on this thread, I wasworried again for you and big heart feels ... ah ...I can get more sense of @Teej language now, which felt completely foreign to me at first.

Guessing I have witnessed some of the reasons for the hurt, which goes so deep. Hoping I have not added to it, by trying to be too inclusive. Trying to bridge between people and bringing the lost sheep back into the fold. Wondering if this has happened before, and how far can a heart stretch, can a group hold connections with a diverse range of people.

Just a pic of an interior, meaning respect of intimacy.

Grace Cossington Smith - DoorSelf Care when you are in PAIN

The wisdom teeth business is serious. Maybe dont make big decisions until all your physical issues resolve themselves.

I would miss you dreadfully.

I have some dried biscuits with this @Zoe7. These ones have a bit of fruit in them, so that is my tick to healthy eating tonight .....

This work is great for me in another way. First of all, D3 is doing it too .... so I am learning what she is learning, but she is ahead of me because they learn the basics at a lot of high schools now. They did at hers.

I remember when there was only one computer in a whole school ...... actually, I remember the time before computers. ..... you know, when dinosaurs were roaming ..... 😏

S2’s artform is mostly digital, and he hadn’t actually seen the process we are using for this current project, despite being soooo skilled in the genre ..... so I am feeling like I am learning more about their world through all this .....

Hi @Appleblossom 👋

Maybe a cup of tea @Zoe7 ? Are you able to drink hot drinks yet ?

You have absolutely not contributed to this in any way @Appleblossom - quite the opposite in-fact - I have had nothing but support from you. It is bigger than the forum but influences my ability to actually be here so much. In respect to how far the heart can stretch - my heart is broken right now and will take a lot to put it back together - it is that feeling as well as my worthlessness that is so overwhelming but there is nothing I can change - and I have tried - but sometimes our lives our controlled by others and when you are inadvertly told you are not enough then that belief you have about yourself becomes even more entrenched.

💚💐💜 @Zoe7 .....

Goodnight @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope @Appleblossom @BlueBay @Teej

I'm not feeling too good again tonight.

Talk to you all tomorrow

Nite

I remember when computers came into schools too @Faith-and-Hope So another dinosaur roaming around here with you lol Luckily though I take after my dad in a certain respect - I am good with electrical things ...dad is a communications technician by trade and I worked a lot with him when I was younger so learnt a bit from him. I have always been good with that side of things. It is funny now though as dad has a smartphone - which he put off getting for ages but is quite good with it - he was wrapt to find voice to text messaging and uses it all the time now.

I might try a camomille tea in a little while. Hot and cold things still hurt but I can let it cool down before I drink it.

Goodnight @oceangirl