@Former-Member have read a little of what you ahve been going through - my heart goes out to you and my warmest of thoughts are with you.
So glad you have finally got some sleep.
I need to go offline in a little while to have some time away from the world - I am ok - just need to work through some stuff and then maybe I'll be able to sleep.
It is starting to warm up and the sun is coming out so I am going to try and make it to the beach - feel safe there and don't get too stressed when my mind is racing - best place for me to be today!
Will be thinking of all of you when I'm there as you all (forum family) no matter what you are going through are so special and always in my thoughts. xxx