Dear @Kurra
I've been reading your messages for a while and Im definately with you. I've always felt that Sane Forum moderators have always been extra kind to me because they know the stress I'm under, but also, in the back of my mind...... I KNOW they would be treating everyone the same........
Can you write on two coloums : how your life is bad.
How is your life good.
No matter what: the stress: every day stresses, is your life at a positive ?
I'm always exhausted. I work one job a fortnight ; for two hours. I can't do anything more but have one or two jobs for meals as well.
My life is on BIG stress. But the love that he has for me, he sits and works out how to make my life better....., friends (not many) and family can see what he does to keep me happy : far outweighs anything. We compliment each other. He streatches my mind and loves me no mater what. It's vice versa.
Because he is paranoid lately, we do everything together. My Mum is very kind to me because he is sitting right next to me. And in balance...Mum and me....there's
growth there in both of us...Mum and me are resolving stuff. I get exited on seeing her, she looks forward on seeing me.
My H. get very confused easily lately. It goes in cycles I think. He has in his head I'm spending all the money. Thats really funny. But who cares??
His Mum, we are getting along, it's taken years, she will NOT say sorry for past issues but she has expected me to ...'scrape down .....to her feet. That's cool, I dont mind.....Anything for my husband. There's still problems, but nothing that we both cannot handle anymore.
Can you write something like this about your family? Can you write in the positive?
Thanks for reading,
PP