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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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MeowmySenior Contributor

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@Shaz51 hello lovely, how are you going? Just been to a short walk and coffee. Will be going for a simple meal with an old co worker soon. Have a great evening. Take care.

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Ali11Senior Contributor

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Hi @BlueBay, that's great that you had a good chat with your doctor. How was your session? Hopefully, it was better than the previous one. We hope you had a great day today.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Hi @Ali11 my session today was difficult snd emotional. Other stuff about my ex-psychologist came out today. It’s really made me emotional and angry.

I’m not doing well. Lost all motivation and enthusiasm to do anything. I feel my life is one big blob of mental health. Thsts how I see my life. My psychologist told me today that I see my life as a mental illness. It’s taken over my life. 😢😢

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MeowmySenior Contributor

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@BlueBay I felt like that and lived like for a very long time, nearly twenty years. Funny recently I have come to accept it, then it becomes so much smaller and don’t bother me much any more. You are great woman. I completely understand your distress. We all have been there. Have a good rest. Slowly you will find the strength again.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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hello @Meowmy

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Csn I ask @Meowmy how did you accept it? And do you mean accept your mental illness?

I am struggling so much to accept my childhood sexual abuse. Snd accept my mental illness.

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Ali11Senior Contributor

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Sorry to hear that it was emotional and angry @BlueBay, but we hope that it's going to help you in the long run. It must be hard when you feel a loss of motivation, so celebrating the small things is a good way to help yourself feel energised - having your son over for dinner and having a good session with the GP are both great things that have happened today.

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oceangirlSenior Contributor

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my sister @Shaz51 Kira's surgery has healed very well- just came back from walking Kira & Milo

my sister @BlueBay , sending you lots of love and hugs- we think the world of you

Hi @Meowmy @Former-Member @Teej @Ali11

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Ali11Senior Contributor

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Glad to hear that Kira's surgery went well @oceangirl, that must have been a relief! How was your day today?

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oceangirlSenior Contributor

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It was a relief @Ali11

How are you- what have you been up to?

I have love this dog so much and its easy to love her too. She is a very happy dog and its funny she loves going to the vet. My day was better than it has been of late. Thank you for asking..

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