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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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are you ok my sister @BlueBay xoxoxoxo

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor

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Dear @BlueBay

I hope you get some support no matter what you decide re the forum. It is interesting how we view other people, personalities and posts. I always thought you were getting lots of responses that were better than I could offer. Whether it was through similar experiences or just ways of looking at the world. I have been very sensitive to rejection and being ignored or passed over, but also with so many on the forum, came to realise it is the way of things, and to work more on my insecurities, that read too much into who or what was posting where. I have tried to experiment with different ways of being, but you are right, there are so many posting here, that it is difficult to keep up with it all and to remember everything. In some ways I went with spreading myself thin, but also it can be lovely ahving regular connections with people.

You have worked hard and faced lots of challenges with courage. You helped me keep going by providing a model of a nonna. Go gently wherever your heart takes you.

Love Apple

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

I'm ok now @Shaz51 @Emelia8 xxx

@Appleblossom thank you for your reply. Xxx

Goodnight xxxx

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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Good night my darling @BlueBay xx

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Emelia8Senior Contributor

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I'm glad you're okay now @BlueBay and thankful you let us know. Please take care, and know I'm happy to see you here any time you're up for it. Catch you next time.

Good night @BlueBay @Shaz51 @Appleblossom

Emelia 💕

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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