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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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eudemonismSenior Contributor12 Apr 2019, 2:56 pm AEST

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Yea @Owlunar it's a tough one

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eudemonismSenior Contributor12 Apr 2019, 2:58 pm AEST

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Accept it for what it is @Meowmy and build on it from there

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Zoe7Senior Contributor12 Apr 2019, 4:18 pm AEST

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Being in a better place is a good thing @Meowmy Although so much of our past shape who we are now it does not define us. We can look forward to a better us and do what we can to get there. It does take hard work and a re-training of our brains in a lot of ways but it is possible. It sees you have that similar hope so I look forward to following your journey here Hon

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MeowmySenior Contributor12 Apr 2019, 5:16 pm AEST

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@Zoe7 @BlueBay @eudemonism @Owlunar @Former-Member @MDT

Last twenty five years I was in the desert,fighting for survival. Now I like to work towards a better life. To have meanful friendships. To have meaningful things to do. It is a lot of hard work and retraining from old habits. But it will be worth the effort.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor12 Apr 2019, 5:24 pm AEST

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Hi @Former-Member @Meowmy @Zoe7 @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope @Razzle

I’m ok tiday. Got through the past two days of snger snd mixed emotions

just came home from a walk to the park with A. So lucky to have a playground 5 min walk from home. It’s at the end of our street.

@Former-Member I forgot to say to you that sending the rose plant to your brother was a beautiful gift. Such a hard time fir them I hope they’re ok.

@Shaz51 how is your mum snd hubby and your ankle?

thinking if you all.

@Meowmy You have been through so much but you sound so positive. One step at a time. I’m trying to tell myself that.

I really hope that this weekend is a nice one for everyone.

Better go and cook dinner - spaghetti bol.

Back later xxxx

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Zoe7Senior Contributor12 Apr 2019, 5:28 pm AEST

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It is definitely worth the effort @Meowmy and does take a lot of brain re-training. ...but having hope that it is possible is massive also - and you seem to have that hope

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Shaz51Senior Contributor12 Apr 2019, 7:18 pm AEST