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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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utopiaSenior Contributor

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@Owlunar. That's a series of books I've been meaning to read. I'll get there this year. Just have to finish the 7 books waiting on my bed side table - waiting to be read. Lol
Yes- I'm glad those days are over. My boy had bad eczema - especially in the nappy region. In the end had to go with disposables. Which I was not a fan of. But it helped him - so was good.
It's the teenage years I'm struggling with now. Lol. Oh god, I remember what I was like. He is a lot nicer and - as far as I know - not doing the things I did at that age. Thank heaven.

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utopiaSenior Contributor

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@BlueBay. Your daughter will love it that you are going to the doctors appointments with her. It is such a special time. You are a wonderful mum.
Enjoy your lie down.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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@BlueBay Great to hear from you. Relax a bit as @utopia said. Enjoy your lie down. Chat later xxx

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utopiaSenior Contributor

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Pot calling the kettle black - today @Zoe7. Go and have a lie down. Both of you @BlueBay.
You two are the same. Rest up for the next hour or two. Nothing to do now.
Love you both.

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Love Ayla's adventures @Owlunar .... history-based novels .... learned so much from them.

Didnt realise you could bring water to boil by placing hot stones in it to keep raising the temperature .... Jean M Auel brings it all to life off the page.

Hi everyone .... 😊💕

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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@utopia @Zoe7 LOL

@Zoe7 we are going to have watch 'our cocky friend' she's on to us big time 🙂 LOL

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Hi @Owlunar

You know I was born a premmie - 10 weeks early. And in those days (51 yrs ago) it was difficult. I was born 4ib and had no eyebrows, eyelashes and my dad would have to come and bring the expressed milk to the hospital so the staff could feed me. My mum wasn't there, she was home with my brother. So much for 'bonding'.

You know when i am 'in my negative horrible state' i feel that i don't deserve the love, support and care from others on here. I feel that i should just go away and disappear. Sometimes i even feel that i don't deserve this care, love and support and that it's my fault.

I am truly amazed and blessed to be part of this forum. the amount of support love and care for each other is unbelievable. i have never been on any other forum where there is so much love and respect for each other.

No, i don't love myself, never have and don't even know if i ever will. that's a tough one to work through.

Take care @Owlunar xxxooo

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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@BlueBay We ARE going to have to watch 'our Cocky friend' - Cocky ny name, cocky by nature!!!

I think she has our measure - bugger - can't get anything passed her!!!

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utopiaSenior Contributor

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This little Cocky just woke from a sleep @Zoe7 @BlueBay.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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It's back to square one again, home alone. nothing to do, don't want to do anything

feeling really sorry for myself

hubby out all day until late tonight

just me and my thoughts and i hate it

i hate being like this, notings going to chagne is it

maybe my psych was right, i look for negative stuff to keep me going

maybe he's right

but why, why do i do this all the time.

what the hell is wrong with me; can someone just tell me what the hell is going on in mhy head

how can i be just ok one minute and the next a blubbering mess, unable to even think straight

how do i go from one extreme to the other so damn quickly; my brain isn't right; i';m not right

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