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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Yes @Razzle it will work out. Its very understandable though, that you are feeling anxious about it now. 🌺 👶

Sherry 😊

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Hi @Former-Member

I’m now on less meds and I feel ok. I feel more settled calmer. I spoke to my psych tonight about not feeling my emotions at the moment and he said it’s nit a good or bad thing. It’s jusy thst now my emotions are not heightened.

Im so happy that you are close with your grandchildren. I was thinking of you before, hope you’re doing ok.

@Razzle @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope @Owlunar @Zoe7 @Former-Member

I saw my psych tonight. He asked me if I had a discharge date in mind. I told him I am ready to go this Friday. It will be 2 weeks. Then I have the weekend home as well as Monday (public hol). I would go to wirk tues then have wed off (my day off). So it’s a short week.

He was happy with that and the way I’m travelling.

Oh also - I’ve just been told thst I’m having the gastroscopy tomorrow morning at 7am. Short stay nurse will come snd get me.

Think I will go to bed. Hoping I can sleep all night.

Chst ti you sll tomorrow ❤️❤️

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That sounds like a good plan @BlueBay . Hope the gastroscopy goes well tomorrow.

Sherry 🌺

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thinking of you tomorrow my siser @BlueBay

hugs my sister @Former-Member

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Hope it all goes well for you tomorrow @BlueBay You certainly sound like you are doing a lot better and that is encouraging BB

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Hi @Shaz51 @Zoe7 @Former-Member @Razzle @soft_edges @Faith-and-Hope @Owlunar and others reading this

update:

I’ve had my gastroscopy and the results came back thst I have hiatus hernia and Oesophagitis.

I’m waiting fir the specialist to come and see me snd explsin what these are and what is the treatment.

@Razzle You should have seen dr hotness 😍 he was smiling when he came up to me before the procedure. I told him I was nervous and he put his arm on mine snd said “don’t worry you’ll be fine “.

He has a very nice bed side manner. 😊❤️

They wheeled me in to theatre and the next thing I knew I woke up snd it was all done.

taking it easy today. Did one group tiday. Crocheting lots of squares in all different colours.

I’m leaving this Friday. It will be 2 1/2 weeks. I feel ready to go home.

I hope you all are doing ok.

Love BB xxxxxooo

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That is not ideal @BlueBay but good that they did the gastroscopy while you were there and found the issues. Hopefully that will mean you can be treated and you have less pain.

It will be good to be home and with it being the long weekend you will have a few days to settle in as well

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Good to hear @BlueBay .

I'm sure these two problems would have been causing you a lot of pain over the time you've had them.

Will it be Dr Hotness who comes back to explain about how they are going to treat these issues? Bedside manner means a lot, and I am so glad he has made you feel less anxious than you would otherwise have been. To feel comfortable and confident in your specialist is a great thing. Only a couple more days there now before you will be back home and seeing more of your beautiful Ayla. I'm really glad that these 2 1/2 weeks have been so well spent, as well as giving you a bit of a break from home. Which had been so stressful with everything happening over the past month or so.

Sherry 🌼🧡🌸

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Fantastic @BlueBay. Not that they found problems, but fantastic that the

procedure went well - and to top it off a smile from dr Hottie😍😍. You would have been sent off to sweet dreams with that smile 😉😉❤️

Glad you got some rest today, and it’s nice to hear that you are ready to head home, and being a long weekend means you get a short week next week.

You sound very calm and relaxed, which is great to hear. Take care ❤️❤️

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ohhhh my sister @BlueBay I have hiatus hernia too , have you got meds for yours my darling xoxo

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