not feeling good

You should see our place @BlueBay. My mr. and baby dragons missed out on the tidiness gene, and I am not an octopus, so I get up in the morning, tidy up around me as best I can as I move through my day, then call it a day at the end of the day and “clock off”, no matter what state the house is in ..... tomorrow is another day. Try to focus on the joy that can be found in achieving each little tidiness moment, instead of focusing on what hasn’t been achieved, maybe, and see if that helps ? I learned to console myself that way.

❤️

And I love your contributions on other threads .... jus’ sayin’ .... cos speaking from the heart beats eloquent words hands down ❣️

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope @Razzle

@Zoe7

I feel I’m under knowledgeable with words. I feel I failed at school because I don’t know these words. I’m very very basic in my words and it makes me cry. I hear conversations st work snd most of the time I have no idea what they’re talking about or the words they say. Snd I would never ask them “what does that mean” in fear of being judged as dumb.

I’m so down lately.

Hi @Faith-and-Hope @Razzle @Zoe7 @Owlunar @outlander @Shaz51 @Former-Member and others passing through -

my police officer son and his mate applied for a rental townhouse on Saturday and they got it.

It is about 40 mins from home. And it’s 20 from his wirk. I’m so happy for him. This is the first time he’s living away from home. It will be good for him. He and his mate have been friends since primary school. Snd we are good friends eith his parents.

It will be a sad time seeing him leave but it’s his time. I know he’ll be fine he can look after himself cook and clean.

But I’ll miss him snd his funny personality.

at least they are close to visit you my sister @BlueBay

@Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope @Razzle @Zoe7 @Owlunar @Former-Member

Right now I’m really pissed off. My d and I are watching tv and hubby comes in the lounge room and puts his runners on and says very quietly I’m going for a walk. Didn’t even ask me if u wanted to go.

So tomorrow I’m going to go in my own and just walk out.

He could have asked me before he left. If he can have his quiet time why can’t i bloody have me time. Even 5 mins. No I csnt snd he goes for a walk.

I hate when he does that. Doesn’t say and just goes. Gosh I’m angry. Really angry.

Ive got my ACT session tomorrow and I’m angry.

I think I’ll be venting a lot tomorrow.

I’m driving off tomorrow and never coming back

Im so f........g sick of everyone at home incl hubby

So over it

over my life

it’s not worth living

Im going

I want to SCREAM so much

f........g men they are bloody hopeless stupid and have no communication at all

I’m going sorry there is no point

god I’m so f......ng angry right now

Hi @BlueBay,

I can hear that you are feeling really angry right now after your husband quietly mentioned going for a walk and popped out for some 'me time'. It is really hard when you feel as though you are not given the opportunity to have some me time as well. We definitely all need and deserve this time to ourselves!

I am aware that when you are feeling as though you have had enough, that urge to run away and thoughts of your life being over do start to creep in, as it sounds they are at the moment. I am wondering if there is a way we can ackowledge this part of you tonight and think about what might come next this evening? What might be helpful to release some of this anger and give yourself some space?

Hi @Former-Member the only “me time” at the moment is when I go to bed.

I don’t just get up and go fir a walk.

I’m angry I’m boiling.

Im going to go to bed.

Im going to go tomorrow and never come back

I need space

no one cares at home

I just need space

big breath my sister @BlueBay , and big hugs

good night and hope you have a good sleep xx