not feeling good

@Razzle Sounds just like me at the moment. Whst you wrote I coukd hsve written.

@Former-Member I just rang my doctor and he’ll see me in 1/2 hour. He knows I’m struggling.

@Former-Member Thsnkyou fir your support. I just wish I could have a break. Somewhere nice and quiet.

@Owlunar You’re right I’m due to go back in hospital. But I csnt afford it at the moment.

It just feels thst everything in my life is going wrong.

@Zoe7 just read your post about the new school position. I’m really happy for you. It’s so good thst it’s not far from home. Easing into it a good thing. And sounds like sll the staff are very friendly. All positive. You sound really happy.

@Shaz51 Hope you’re ok with the floods.

My d snd hubby and boys are going to collect all Ayla’s stuff and d stuff.

I have no idea where all this stuff is going to go.

You should see my house - it’s like a bomb has gone through it. I can’t keep I clean. It’s so messy. I know my d needs our support. I just feel so overwhelmed and consumed by this stressful time. It’s really affecting me. I didn’t think it would but it is.

This is a very difficult situation for everyone @BlueBay but you will all make it work for your D and Ayla. It must be so hard for her to be going through all this and as her mother you are feeling all of that pain too. You need also to find time for yourself though - maybe take a walk along the beach after work or sitting in the garden with a cup of tea.

Yes you’re right @Zoe7 I do feel her pain anger and frustration she is going through. I feel for her and little Ayla.

@Razzle @Former-Member @Owlunar @Shaz51

@Faith-and-Hope

Hubby son snd dsughter just got home with all D stuff.

Im getting really sngry with everyone.

Making too much noise. Ayla is asleep. There is so much anger. D is shitty no room for her stuff. Hubby cracking it with everyone.

And me - all I want to do is SCREAM.

And tell them all to SHUT UP.

Time to make a cup of tea, go outside and have some alone time - let them sort out the noise with you not in the house @BlueBay If they wake Ayla then that is your daughter's issue to deal with - you need a few minutes to yourself.

Hi @BlueBay

What a mess - this is a problem but not hard to work out for the short term - but maybe someone has already thought of it by now

Put some of D's stuff into storage - she does at least need some space for herself - and more privacy than sleeping in a room where everyone can look it - maybe some kind of curtain or temporary wall can be put up

And there needs to be quiet in the house when Ayla is asleep - true - she would get used to the noise after a while but let it be gradual - the guys particularly need to be told to tone it down

It is rough - I hear you - I can tell you I would be ready to scream with all that noise too - I used to yell a lot in my earlier years - better than hitting anything but loud - I guess I had to yell to be heard of similar chaos

Eventually it will settle down or someone will move out - you never know - it might be you - but I think not but it will work out in the long run

Thinking of you

Dec

Thankyou @Owlunar

I’m in the bathroom where it’s quiet!!

Maybe I should hide in here all day.

We have put most of the big stuff in our garage for storage.

We put a tall boy in our walk in robe. It’s got all of Ayla’s clothes. We’ve hung Ayla’s other clothes in my sons wardrobe. My d clothes are hung up in my wardrobe.

D is getting rid of baby stuff - bassinette, bath lits if clothes. We found a place that takes all this snd hands out to the needy. Can you believe the drop off point fir our area is 6 houses down from us!!! How convenient.

They’re going bsvk this arvo to collect rest of stuff. Not much more now

I know everything will settle down snd wr had to go through this hard bit.

But it’s so bloody difficult.

I better go. Taking Ayla for a walk. My d is doing a makeup job this mirning. Which is good.

I’ll chst later. Take care. Hope you’re ok.

BB xxxooo

Hi @Owlunar @Zoe7 @Razzle @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope

im sitting here with Ayla watching wiggles. Hubby and d went to get rest if bsby stuff. It’s qyiet at the moment which is nice. Older son home getting ready to go to his mates wedding.

He and his mate went to look at an apartment to rent. It’s a nice apartment 10 mins away from the beach and close to train station. It’s about 40 mins away from home. But for him to work it’s 20 mins. His mate and him are very close. Friends since primary school.

So things may change very quickly here at home.

It’s getting warm here today. Tomorrow is hotter.

That sounds like it could be a good move for everyone @BlueBay Your D could have a room of her own and have Ayla in with her - then your room is freed up and you can spend a little time on your own again when needed.

Hi everyone @Zoe7 @Owlunar @Razzle @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope

at the beach. Pretty hot today. It’s getting busy now.

Im not coping eith everything.

It’s just crap