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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Shaz51Senior Contributor03 Jan 2019, 9:17 pm AEDT

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hugs my sister @BlueBay

we are here for you if you want to talk and @Former-Member and @Former-Member, @Zoe7 are here too xx

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Unknown userMember03 Jan 2019, 9:22 pm AEDT

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I'm sorry @BlueBay, thats so hard to deal with. To be honest, I am feeling a little bit the same right now myself. My husband yelled at me a while ago and all I want to do is find a hole to crawl into. I've had an awful day today and just couldnt take it this time. I'm not alone, but feel very lonely right now. I can understand you wanting to be back in hospital. Somewhere safe and a place you dont have to think or do all the time. A place to just be.

This is probably of no help to you, but I think I understand how you feel.

Please try to think of everyone here who all care a lot for you, so you dont feel quite so lonely. Kindest thoughts to you.

Sherry 💕

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Unknown userMember03 Jan 2019, 9:27 pm AEDT

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Hey @BlueBay,

I noticed that you tried to reach out to a moderator, I can also see you are now chatting with others. Great to see you reaching out, hope you are doing okay.

Make sure you do something nice for yourself tonight.

Turquoise.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor03 Jan 2019, 9:30 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member@Former-Member@Shaz51@Zoe7

Im going to bed.

Cant do any if this snymire

I need to rest my mind

thanks fir being here fir me

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Unknown userMember03 Jan 2019, 9:33 pm AEDT

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Okay @BlueBay, I hope you sleep. 😴

Sherry 🌸

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Shaz51Senior Contributor03 Jan 2019, 9:39 pm AEDT

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ok my sis @BlueBay see you tomorrow

thanks @Former-Member

@Former-Member( when is your birthday ) xx

@Former-Member, my awesome friend , sending you knowing hugs as mr shaz says things that I hve to remember that it is his MI , not him that is doing it 'it is stillhard so sitting with you with a cuppa xxx

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Unknown userMember03 Jan 2019, 9:46 pm AEDT