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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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So great that you had a good night's sleep @BlueBay and that your credit card debt has been sorted. That would be a weight off

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that is soo great to hear @BlueBay

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Fantastic @BlueBay. Glad to hear you’re feeling better. And with some of the debt sorted out you won’t be going home to the problems you had before you went into hospital.

I’m so glad you feel better, have been thinking of you often ❤️❤️

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Hi @BlueBay

I think you've been in hospital for about a week and spent a lot of time alone - which may have been a good thing - you have done what you felt like doing - that has to be good - that would be my choice

How do you feel about going home already? I guess knowing you can come back in a few months is helpful - something to hold onto on those bad days

Also - I am glad your husband has had to sort out some of the financial issues and that if anyone has to have a credit card then it will be him who has to pay it - you seem to be the one doing most of the background work of running your home - and you do a far better job of that than I did when I went through the dark days in my life - years ago now - of course the situation was different but I tended to drop the whole load for a short while then get back to it -

Everyone is different but we all have those shadow times in our past or present -

Sorry I missed you yesterday - I left a message on my thread but didn't tag you - I had my cat put to sleep yesterday and felt very unhappy and lost - today is another day and I miss the cat - I have had her for 15 years and it has been a good 15 years for both of us.

As cats go she had a very good life - she was ill though I won't know what it was - I wouldn't put her through a barrage of tests for an age related issue - I will get over it

Sending hugs though BlueBay

Dec

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Thankyou Razzle xxx

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Hi Dec I’m sorry about your cat. Hugs. I was sad reading that. Thinking of you. Xxx

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Thankyou sis Shaz xxx

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Hi @BlueBay .... 💐💜

and big hugs @Owlunar .....

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Thanks @BlueBay

Dec

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Thanks @Faith-and-Hope

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