not feeling good

@BlueBay So sorry you got that kind of reaction from your mum. I’m almost inclined to say let her have it, you’re not going to hurt her anymore and it may make you feel better. On the flip side, you do have a relationship with her that involves your own family and do you really want to disrupt that? I kind of feel that you could scream at her until you’re blue in the face and she’s never really going to hear you. I hope I don’t offend you, but she sounds like a right royal bitch.

On the plus side, you sound NOTHING like her, you sound like a wonderful mum and a brilliant grandmother, you have been an amazing support to me personally and to a lot of others on the forum, and you are clearly a wonderful daughter for wanting to protect your dad.

You have sounded very low in your last few posts, my advice would be to stay where you are, you are safe there and you have the time to focus on yourself. It sounds like you haven’t been getting much out of the groups, but perhaps while they aren’t doing much for you, you may actually be helping someone else. Like I said, you have been a great support to me, you may not even realise it but you may also be a great support to someone in these groups.

I hope your shoulder comes good. Mine are killing me at the moment from the crutches, along with a sore back and hips from having to sit so much with my leg elevated - to say my butt is numb is an understatement.

Take deep breaths lovely lady, and try and get some well earned rest ❤️❤️

@Razzle Yeah my mum is a domineering controlling person. But this year she has softened up a bit. Still don’t trust her fully. But st least it’s nice to see my dad.

I’m feeling really down. Not sitting with anyone. Just in my room eith tv snd my phone. I’m not in a socialising mood.

Im tired. Had a nap this afternoon.

Thankyou fir your kind words. I try to help others. But sometimes I don’t know what to say.

You take care @Razzle. I can imagine how sore your body must be.

Hi snd Thankyou @Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope xxxxxx

So good to hear you want to a group on Anxiety today @BlueBay. Every bit of knowledge helps.

Chats and companionship with others will come. It just takes time.

Do you have your knitting with you?

Thanks @utopia no I didn’t bring my knitting. I might ask hubby to bring it in tomorrow. I’ve just got no motivation. Got my colouring book but Can’t be bothered.

How are you? Are you feeling a bit better eith the extra med. ?

❤️ @BlueBay .....

I started feeling better, but then the mood crashed again. Just doesn't make sense @BlueBay

@utopia@Faith-and-Hope@Razzle@Shaz51@Owlunar@Zoe7

I’m not doing so great. Sitting in my room. Not going to group. Just don’t want to face anyone. Had a nap before.

I wanted to get away before but a nurse came in to chst and I cried telling her I wanted to escape. Guess now I’m on watch.

Hey @BlueBay it sounds really tough for you right now. Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you.

❤️ @BlueBay .... hugs

@BlueBay Sorry to hear you are doing it so tough. Sending big hugs ❤️❤️