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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 2:41 pm AEST

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I am chatting to you and Outlander on here BB - have been on here most of the day LOL - my little fingers seem to be typing automatically now - not even sure what I am typing is coming from my brain or by magic atm lol @BlueBay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 2:46 pm AEST

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Oh yeah of course you’re chatting with lol 😂 You’re so supportive to so many people on here @Zoe7 ❤️❤️

I love you for being here for me. This week has been extremely tough and I know I wouldn’t have got through without you. ❤️

Still have negative thoughts. Hubby will be home in 1/2 hr. My eyes are closing might have another nap. I’ll chat with you later. Xxx

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 2:48 pm AEST

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You have had a really tough week - I suppose it makes it easier for me that I get how hard it is to be so physically ill and how it affects you emotionally as well - rest up BB and I will chat to you later @BlueBay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 4:12 pm AEST

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Hi @Zoe7

hubby came home before and he took me to chemist not where I work. I spoke to the pharmacist a syrup for my cough snd he suggested one. So I bought it. I am going to try it. I know my doctor wasn’t keen but I’m the one not sleeping. I’m in the car while he’s buying a coffee for us then home. The waves at the beach are high but nice to see. It’s freexing out there.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 4:15 pm AEST

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So pleased your hubby took you to the chemist - you are right - you are the one living with this right now so anything that could possibly help is a great idea. I hope it does help you BB and you can get a little relief tonight. You really need some sleep @BlueBay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 4:34 pm AEST

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Hey @Zoe7

God my husband is annoying. It’s only been 10 mind that I’ve taken the mixture and I’m now coughing and he says to me ”isn’t the mixture working yet” “how long does it take to work” how the f##k do I know how long it takes to work.

He always thinks everything should be an instant fix.

He has no idea 😡

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 4:36 pm AEST

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That sucks @BlueBay - he needs to give it a little time - it isn't as if you are deliberately coughing just to annoy him - geez BB don't you wish there was an on/off button sometimes for hubby

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 4:45 pm AEST

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Yeah lol @Zoe7 a button that would shut him up for at least an hour at a time!!!!

i was just thinking I haven’t asked how you are and I feel really bad. It’s been all about me snd i shoukd have asked about you. Are you ok? Hiw is Toby snd cat? Is it raining I. Tassie?

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 4:50 pm AEST

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I'm doing okay today @BlueBay

Toby and Cat are good - Cat is already asking for her dinner but she will have to wait a bit longer because if I feed her now she will be asking for her biscuits early tonight too.

It has been raining this afternoon and it is freezing outside today - only supposed to get to 10 degrees but I doubt it even got to that!

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 7:05 pm AEST

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Hi @Zoe7

I’m angry and don’t care about anything. I’m so angry. Watching tv in the lounge room. Hubby wants to watch tv in the front lounge room. So he’s gone off and instead of sitting with me.

I just want to I hate life. I hate my life. I hate everyone. I hate me. I hate me at the moment. I hate being sick.

I want to sh right now. It doesn’t matter about my family. They won’t know. No one will know. I can grab something right now and no one will see.

My stupid head back and run hurts. I don’t care. This stupid cough is still happening. I need to go snd do something. I’m sorry @Zoe7

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