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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 7:09 pm AEST

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I am here BB - stay with me Hon - you can get through this @BlueBay - I know it is extremely hard right now but you will start to get better from this virus soon.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 7:15 pm AEST

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@Zoe7 It feels like I won’t get better. The cough is hurting my head so much i have to hold my head.

I just want to sh so I can release the strong emotions I have at the moment.

This is hard Zoe too hard. No one will see the result of sh. I’m angry. I’m sick. I’m exhausted. I’ve told you all this 100 times already. You’re prob sick of me snd my story. Over and over again. Gosh I want to scream. I just want to be normal whatever that is. But that will never happen. I’m going to live with this forever.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 7:18 pm AEST

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You have told me this often but I am still here Hon and so are you - that means you can get through this like you have many times before and that is also why I stick with you becsuse I have the belief for you when even you don't that you WILL get through this @BlueBay. Tonight is one of those nights when you have to find your inner strength and realise that the only person you will be hurting here is yourself and that won't help you with you being sick or feeling these emotions so intensely - you got this BB - I have faith in you

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 7:23 pm AEST

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I don’t have the faith @Zoe7 to believe in myself. I don’t believe I can get through this tonight. Don’t believe in myself but thank you in believing in me Zoe.

Maybe I should go to bed where I csnt sh. I don’t know or care anymore.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 7:26 pm AEST

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I care @BlueBay and if I need to care enough for both of us then that I can do Hon. Maybe going to bed is a good idea but if you can't sleep I will be here for s while tonight. I will drop by here and tell you when I am logging off whatever time that may be - okay BB

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 7:29 pm AEST

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Ok thsnkyou @Zoe7 you are so caring loving snd a beautiful friend. I’m crying now because I’ve never had a friend like you. Never. You mean so much to me ❤️❤️😘😘

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 7:32 pm AEST

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Just look after you tonight Hon and we will deal with tomorrow when it comes @BlueBay - you got this

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 8:04 pm AEST

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@Zoe7

I cant stop crying. Can’t sleep because of coughing non stop. I’m so emotional. Whst do I do.

The cough mixture has done nothing. It’s been four hours since I took it. It’s meant to last 8 hours!!!

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Zoe7Senior Contributor20 July 2018, 8:05 pm AEST

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Does it ease at all when you are sitting up @BlueBay?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor20 July 2018, 8:12 pm AEST

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Not much st all @Zoe7. I tried propping up the pillows but it made no difference. Even sitting on the couch makes no difference.

I don’t know what yo do anymore. If it doesn’t tonight I can ring my gp tomorrow. He is at work. I guess hospital can’t do much can they??

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