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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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It’s absolutely time to look after you @BlueBay ..... and an adult family can absolutely look after itself .....

It’s a little different in our household because two of the kids have become unwell owing to our situation, and that causes .emotional regression, so they need to be checked on as to whether they need support or not ...... and are sometimes independent enough to cook meals and feed themselves, other times not ..... and the third has physical and intellectual disabilities .....

Yes, I am resting up this afternoon.

I am glad you enjoyed your short walk @BlueBay. It will have done you some good.

As long as you are receiving the help you need tomorrow, everything else will sort out around that. Many people might not understand your reactions and needs Hon, but if they knew your back-story they would likely be falling over themselves to try to help and support you ..... but that doesn’t mean we can tell everybody our back-story. Most traumatic personal histories are shared on a need-to-know basis for privacy reasons, and to support recovery. Just know that if they knew they would empathise with you.

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Thanks lovely ❤️❤️
enjoy your night @Faith-and-Hope
I'll prob won't be back on until tomorrow as I need sn early night. I'll let you know how I go tomorrow after the doctors. Xxxooo

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I look forward to hearing from you @BlueBay ...... ❤️

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I can't eat anything or drink. All I've had today is a bit of toast and a cup of tea
Can't stomach anything
Gosh I feel so tired and drowsy

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That’s not surprising @BlueBay ......

Can you have another piece of toast, cup of tea, hot shower, and go to bed ? Call this day done for now ?

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Yeah calling it a day too tired to do anything else. Goodnight @Faith-and-Hope Xx

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Goodnight Hon ...... I hope you have a solid rest tonight ahead of your appointment in the morning .....

Hugs @BlueBay .... 💙🐚💕

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Hi @Faith-and-Hope
I'm not going to work today as I feel terrible. I've made an early appointment with my own doctor. I think I'm dehydrated as my mouth is so dry and I feel faint and not eating. I'll see what he says. If he sends me to hospital then I have to go otherwise I'll come home and rest up while no one is home and it will be quiet.
How are you travelling?
BB xxx

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Rest up @BlueBay, hope things improve soon ❤❤❤

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Thankyou @Former-Member. Hoping things improve soon. It's getting me really down.
BB xxx
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