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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Shaz51Senior Contributor13 Apr 2018, 7:49 pm AEST

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it might be good to talk to the nurse @BlueBay, they are there to help you my friend xxx

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Unknown userMember13 Apr 2018, 8:37 pm AEST

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Hi @BlueBay

As @Shaz51 said, the nurses are there to help you. So please reach out to the nurse if you feel it would be helpful or you need to!

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BlueBaySenior Contributor14 Apr 2018, 9:15 am AEST

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I did talk to the nurse and sobbed telling her what is wrong with me. I told her I wanted to run away. She said at the moment I needed to calm down with slow breathing and she gave me a med to help sleep. She said we will talk this afternoon when she's back in.
I feel that I'm not going to get better I'll never get a new job and what the hell is wrong with me.
I guess we'll talk today and she may be able to help me sort a few things out.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor14 Apr 2018, 2:10 pm AEST

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Home for a few hours. Getting my hair cut. It's so cold and very windy. Sitting here doing nothing. Actually quite bored. Hubby in front room watching tv and not really communicating with me. Doesn't even ask how's the hospital stay or what do I do there. Nothing.
That's why I feel so alone. I'm tired of all of this. I'm tired of keeping up happy appearances for everyone.
I will have another honest chat with the nurse tonight. She is understanding. I wish I didn't come home today. 😥

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor14 Apr 2018, 4:19 pm AEST

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It’s good to hear from you @BlueBay ..... please keep telling us what is going on for you ..... it’s sucky when we get ignored ..... and my hubby is like that at the moment. I get talked to on a need-to-only basis .....

I hope the haircut lifts your spirits a bit ...... and maybe a spray of your favourite perfume ...... “just because”.

❤️

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BlueBaySenior Contributor14 Apr 2018, 4:24 pm AEST

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Thsnks @Faith-and-Hope for understanding
It must be hard for you too with your hubby.
Chat soon. Xxx

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor14 Apr 2018, 4:25 pm AEST

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❤️ @BlueBay .....

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BlueBaySenior Contributor14 Apr 2018, 7:35 pm AEST

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How do you know if you still love your husband /wife/partner??
I don't think I know anymore and it's scary
I'm laying on my bed crying because I honestly don't know.
I know which direction I want in life. I don't know anything anymore.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor14 Apr 2018, 7:54 pm AEST

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That is not a question I can answer @BlueBay - what I do know is that you are not doing so well right now and that is never a good time to be making any life decisions. You have so many emotions whirling around for you atm and you need to give yourself some time to heal some more. That is not going to happen overnight - it is a long-term scenario - and although I know you want things to change NOW - that is not how this all works - baby steps my little yellow flower - and I will be sitting right on your shoulder for each step

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor15 Apr 2018, 12:32 am AEST

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@BlueBay ..... our feelings for our partner can go flat or numb when we are traumatised, emotionally exhausted, unwell, feeling unsupported and unheard ..... that doesn’t mean we don’t love them anymore ..... it just means we can’t feel it ..... so we have to operate out of the intelligence of love instead of the feelings, until we can get to a place where we can both start to work on the feelings side of things again .....

💜🐠💕

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