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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor

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Yes @BlueBay

Same here

hugging pillows helps me ease out of anger or self blame.

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utopiaSenior Contributor

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@BlueBay. Here's a hug from me ♥. Don't forget to hug your pillow too.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Hi @utopia @Appleblossom @Faith-and-Hope

Just a quick update"

I chatted on line to Lifeline last night and told them that i don't want to be here anymore. We chatted for a while and then i left. feeling not good again, just feeling terrible wife, mother etc.

my de[ression is keeping me down in the dark hole; so many variations of issues keeping me down.

should have just done what i told lifeline i was going to do .....

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Hi @BlueBay .....

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Hi @Faith-and-Hope

how are you?

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor

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Ooooh @BlueBay I am so Glad you responded to @Faith-and-Hope

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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hi @Appleblossom

i just don't know what to do anymore. i feel so trapped in my head with thoughts of not getting better. i feel like i am going to end my life because i can't get better. so it is easy to just end it all because the pain is too muhc. the anxiety is so high at the moment. it could be the new meds i don't know.

i just want to hide away from the world, this world and not see or speak to anyone.

my friends are even noticed that my moods is very down, they even told me last week.

what do i do, i can't keep going .....

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor

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You have a lot you can be proud of. @BlueBay

I just read a post that triggered me about decisions and boundaries around babies and people who are psychotic.

You have put a lot of care into your family, and it is hard to shift your focus and put the care onto yourself, BUT IT IS WORTH IT.

You know I am not going to agree with you putting yourself down. Your boys do you proud, but maybe could be kinder to their mum.

There are no perfect people or mothers or babies or solutions. Even if as most mothers we like to think our babies are perfect, Just keep taking those next steps.

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Fancy_PantsSenior Contributor

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Hi @BlueBay

I am sorry I am not up to date with what is happening for you right now but it does sound like they are taking a downward turn and today is a particularly bad day. Do new meds usually do this to you? for others I know that can. Either way though if you are not doing well and cant keep going please call / chat with someone who can help immediately

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Beyondblue: 1300 22 4636 or web chat

Or If in immediate danger: 000

I am also checking in with you via email..

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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helo my awesome friend @BlueBay

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