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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Unknown userMember26 May 2017, 11:25 am AEST

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No @BlueBay, you're not doing wrong wanting g to get rid of things and make a fresh start. Maybe sneak the frames to the op shop quietly. Its your hone too, and your pain re ya mum, others won't totally get this. You deserve a fresh start, a home with things not attached to negative reminders - Solute them, thank them for serving you well and say goodbye. I'm all for new beginnings 👍

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor26 May 2017, 11:35 am AEST

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@BlueBay ..... stand firm about Theia and tell hubby it's necessary for your healing ....

Deficit them to work colleagues as birthday presents, or to someone else who has no connection to your family ..... or stop them off at a charity shop ..... or sell them and use the money for others .....

Get them out of your life is my advice ......

Big hugs ..... 💙💐💕

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utopiaSenior Contributor26 May 2017, 11:37 am AEST

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@BlueBay. Sell them and use the money to buy new ones. Or throw them out. They are a toxic reminder and you need a fresh start in your new home.
Tell hubby it is your decision, not his, he doesn't understand.
I doubt your mum will ask about them - being she doesn't speak to you. But if she does ask tell her to f.o.
You are being logical and doing the right thing.
Sell them, throw them od break them. Break her toxic hold over you.

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Unknown userMember26 May 2017, 11:45 am AEST

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Oh @utopia, you sure don't mix words, cracked me up (thanks), love ya, the world needs straight shooters too 😉
@BlueBay, you know what to do - forget the guilt, your mum can't hurt you anymore 🌷

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utopiaSenior Contributor26 May 2017, 11:57 am AEST

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@Former-Member. People like that get their jollies by hurting others. I get frustrated thst the people thst hurt ud, don't get held responsible for their actions. And knowing @BlueBay as I do - I csn tell she is eorth a million times more than her mum.
I'm cranky today - so trying to hold my tongue a bit. Don't think it's working. Bluebay and all of us, need protection from the tocic people thst keep inflicting psin and devastation on us.
If it was me - I'd take a before photo of the frsmes in tack. A seconf photo of me smashing them with a hammer & then send the photos to mummy dearest. I'm feeling vindictive todsy. Please @BlueBay don't tske my advice on sending the photos to your mum. Just remove the frames from your life.

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor26 May 2017, 12:03 pm AEST

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Wow @BlueBay ..... the Autocorrect Faerie had a go at my last post before I pressed Send, and I didn't stop to check it first .....

"Theia" was supposed to be "this"

"Deficit" was supposed to be "Regift"

Sorry ..... have to check my posts more carefully .....

Hugs 🤗

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Zoe7Senior Contributor26 May 2017, 12:22 pm AEST

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@BlueBay ditto ditto ditto
Get rid of them - fresh start - your decision and no-one else's 💕
...and if your mother actually ever asked one day you can say you threw them away just like she did to you - sorry if that is too harsh ( or already been said here elsewhere) but I would throw them at her for you if I could my beautiful little yellow flower 💛🌻😙

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OwlunarSenior Contributor26 May 2017, 1:51 pm AEST

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Aw @Zoe7 - exactly - I would say that -

@BlueBay

Your mother is destroying you her stuff - just ditch it - put all her stuff in a box and get rid of it

Really - you have to - she can't hurt you any more unless you let her

Ooohhhh - I am sorry if this is harsh but she's eating you and you 'll be much better in your new house with nothing of her

Care lots and lots and lots

Dec

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Unknown userMember26 May 2017, 2:09 pm AEST

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Hi @BlueBay

Just quickly stopping past to let you know that I have seen your post and will respond to you shortly. Bit under the pump today!

Talk to you soon

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BlueBaySenior Contributor26 May 2017, 3:57 pm AEST

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okay everyone @utopia @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope @Owlunar @Former-Member

this is what I HAVE DONE:

I have picked up the frames and put them downstairs in the garage ready to sell in the garage sale tomorrow; IF they don't sell tomorrow I WILL GET HUBBY to take to op shop straight away or call the salvos to collect during the week.

you are all right i don't want them in my new house; no way, i need new things, fresh things that will NOT remind me of myu mum, she is TOXIC.

and now she CANNOT HURT ME ANYMORE

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