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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor10 Apr 2017, 2:32 pm AEST

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Going to take today slow. Feel like weather has got to me. It's weird how quick moods change with weather.
@Change123 going to slow down a bit. So nice to see you on here. Yeah I get what you mean about working 5 days. Think that's why I decided to only do 3 so I can have a bit of me time.

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Unknown userMember10 Apr 2017, 2:42 pm AEST

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Hiya @BlueBay my little rainbow fish ❤❤

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BlueBaySenior Contributor10 Apr 2017, 5:07 pm AEST

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Hey @Former-Member
How are you. I'm resting atm before dinner. I feel slightly dizzy and headachey. And exhausted. Early night I think.

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Unknown userMember10 Apr 2017, 5:20 pm AEST

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im ok just come out a a therpy session, but im ok @BlueBay resting sounds good, youve had a bit of a rough week havent you.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor10 Apr 2017, 8:58 pm AEST

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Good night everyone. I am not feeling too good, headachey and a bit of a sore throat.

Sweet dreams everyone.

BB xxoo

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Unknown userMember10 Apr 2017, 9:37 pm AEST

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Good night @BlueBay sleep well hopefully its a better day for you tomorrow ❤❤❤

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OwlunarSenior Contributor11 Apr 2017, 9:33 am AEST

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Hi @BlueBay

Maybe you are recovering from your flu shot - I am having mine on Thursday - it's pretty important - none of us need a dose of flu - we all have enough happening

I think you are seeing your psyche today - and you are not looking forward to it - I get that - and you don't want to talk about your SH - pretty touchy subject I understand

But you really need to - deep down inside there is a reason that you do that - and I won't pretend I know why because I don't have that myself - but your psyche is the person to tell - you really need to tell him about it so you can find out why you have these thoughts

In fact - I just had an idea writing that - it's not his place to go crook at you - but just in case he seems as if he is starting to be angry about it - ask him why you feel like it because you don't understand

You are not in control of your feelings - we know that - and I have known you for over a year now and I could still list the things that have really thrown you - I think - but in the last few weeks you have sold a house and bought one, and your work place is different and you have a grandchild coming and all of this are good to different degrees but all major stressors

Did your daughter have pics of the baby from her ultrasound? I was as flat as a tack yesterday - but I know she had an ultrasound - and went with her partner -

We understand you here BB - you have lots of good mates here

Dec

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Unknown userMember11 Apr 2017, 9:39 am AEST

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Good morning @BlueBay ❤ ❤ ❤

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BlueBaySenior Contributor11 Apr 2017, 12:46 pm AEST

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Hi @Owlunar
Right now I don't care about anything. Sh thoughts hurt I don't care. My psych is has no empathy. Told him about my Sh thoughts he dismissed it. He doesn't understand the emotional trigger I'm having with moving. Told him but he made out it is no big deal it's stressful fir everyone not just me!!!
I am struggling with attachment issues with my parents. How to let go. And he just sits there.
I was crying so much. I wanted to yell at him and be destructive. Maybe I shld have yelled at him. He doesn't get it.
Oh well Sh is on it's way. My emotions are high. My thoughts are negative. I'm struggling and all he could say was oh pack a box at s time. Dies he understand how hard this is for me. I'm so angry. Right now I hate him too. He can join my parents list of hate. 😥😥

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Unknown userMember11 Apr 2017, 1:09 pm AEST

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@BlueBay id be changing psychs

And look at your safety plan

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