not feeling good

That's so great that you are going to hospital on Tuesday - it might seem a long time to hold on to by the skin of your teeth but it will be Tuesday soon enough

I was just sitting here thinking of you and all you have on your plate and what you have to concern you and it strikes me that it's the things you have no control over that you worry about - you can fix the things you have control over - like cleaning your house etc - but I am the same - I get focussed on stuff that might never happen - aw I am better at controlling what I worry about now - but it takes time to learn

Hugs and thinking about you

Dec

Thank you @Decadian

I am counting every single hour to Tuesday. I hope I can make it without any damage.

But now I am feeling guilty, I know my health is important but I can't help but worry. I know I do worry about too much and some things i can't fix or handle.

I wish i was in there now, right now. My anxiedty is really high. And on Thursday I am seeing the gyno that's if the hospital let me out for an hour. I hope they do otherwise I have to cancel my appt and then won't see him until January.

I've been thinking about you too @Decadian xxxooo

Hello @Former-Member, @Change123, @Former-Member, @Decadian

sending you hugs @BlueBayxx hold in there my friend

Thanks @BlueBay. Only 3 more sleeps for you to get through.

hi @Shaz51 👋

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Hi @Former-Member

I was feeling ok when i saw the doctor , now after doing some research i am feeling a bit yuk now

How are you xx

Hi @BlueBay

I know you counting the hours - I have done plenty of hour counting in my time - I think this counting works because everytime you pass the 12.00 at the top you are one hour less

@Shaz51

Hi there - how're you doing? I read you were feeling well then starting feeling yukky - was that caused by your research. I believe in research but I am careful what I research - ah - most of the time

Hugs to both of you

Dec

@BlueBay I'm glad that you have been given a place in hospital.

You posted a really important thing when you said you wanted to end the pain .. but not end it all .. you do love your children .. and they will slowly spread their wings. So yes .. I wish you a little quiet before the next generation ... you have earned it.

Hi @BlueBay

You will be in hospital the day after tomorrow - that sounds better - it does indeed

About your asthma - I take it that you have not been asthmatic - but this is happening now - I wonder if asthma can be stress related or if this is because you had such a bad cold/flu thing recently

Do you have your own preventer - I guess you know what I mean - this would be the time to have one - can you drive yourself or will Huffnpuff drive to a pharmacy that is open today and get you one - I get a new one as soon as it gets to the use-by date - but I also know you can get one OTC. I rarely need it but when I do - I really do -

I am sure you know what I am talking about - you don't want to get an asthma attack at anytime - esp not now

But I have been thinking about that storm - from the colour in the cloud I took the photo of it looked to me as if it was full of pollens - we have had fine weather lately - maybe that won't happen with the storm that is approaching

All the best though - I don't want to have trouble from it either - I understand

Keep on keeping one Blue - and lots of hugs

Dec