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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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MaggieSenior Contributor12 July 2020, 5:37 pm AEST

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I’m in a Housing flat @BlueBay , so not much backyard, but enough to grow a few strawberries and other things. The back is shady, so I’m planning on planting a few ferns there in spring. I dug it over this morning, so it’s ready now.

I have a patch out the front with full sun, I have a few veggies there at the moment, just kale and rocket. But come spring, it will be full of tomatoes, lettuce etc.

I love getting my hands in the dirt, seeing things grow.

I hope you do have a bit of garden, if you move @BlueBay . Just watering is relaxing, and caring for the plants.

Is little A feeling any better ?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor12 July 2020, 7:01 pm AEST

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Hi again @Maggie

I'm growing kale and snow peas in a big pot. Summer I had strawberries lettuce and tomatoes.
little A is fine now. Her attitude is back!!! 😂

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BlueBaySenior Contributor13 July 2020, 6:55 am AEST

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Morning everyone @Maggie @MDT @Owlunar @Shaz51

I've woken up with an asthma type cough and pain under my ribs.
I'm feeling actually crap.
just as well I am seeing my doctor

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MaggieSenior Contributor13 July 2020, 7:06 am AEST

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Sending some 💞💞💞 Good luck at the dr today. Sorry it’s a crap day already. 💞💞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor13 July 2020, 9:07 am AEST

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Thanks @Maggie

update -

I rang my doctor and he said I need to get Covid tested. So I'm at local hospital waiting in car for nurse to call me.
GP will call me later to see how I am.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor13 July 2020, 3:13 pm AEST

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afternoon everyone @Maggie @MDT @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope and others reading

I've slept most of the morning. My doctor rang to see how I was. I'm achy all over and he thinks I may have pleurisy. Need to stay home rest sbd wait for results.
im mentally not coping. I'm a mess.

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor13 July 2020, 3:27 pm AEST

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Go through your self-care list @BlueBay and see what you can distract yourself with .... sweet smelling hand cream, ear pods and music, cup of tea ..... they are little things, but they add up, and they are someone caring for you and how you feel - you ❣️ It is important for all of us to do this.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor13 July 2020, 3:30 pm AEST

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Thsnks @Faith-and-Hope

I'm having a coffee and a pancake my D just made.
I'm going to do some colouring in. That relaxes me. 😊

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor13 July 2020, 3:33 pm AEST

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Good job @BlueBay ..... you're onto it ..... 👍

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BlueBaySenior Contributor13 July 2020, 4:45 pm AEST

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well the colouring in didn't last long @Faith-and-Hope

@Maggie @MDT @Owlunar @Shaz51

i have been looking for work in admin, which is what i want. But there is nothing around. I am feeling very anxious, upset, angry and hating myself. i look at some admiin jobs and feel that i am no longer useful. i applied for three jobs and have not heard back from one of them. that was a month ago. so there goes those jobs.

i don't know where else to look.

i am going to stop my meds pack at the chemist. i don't want it anymore. damn i didn't take my meds today, actually not even yesterday.

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