not feeling good

👋 @MDT ..... resting up today.

Hi everyone,

just wishing you all have a nice day, rest up if any of you are not well.

thinking of you all

@Faith-and-Hope @MDT @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Maggie @Owlunar @Molliex @Angels333 and others following 🙂

I'm having a quiet day to myself, feeling a bit off. Sore throat again and tired.

hi @Faith-and-Hope @MDT @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Maggie @Owlunar and others

I hope this makes you all laugh 😆 😂

yesterday little A was playing eith her train track. I noticed she had one hand under her top. I asked if she had a sore stomach. She replied "no nonna I'm having a baby!!!!" 😂

I had to control my laughing. She then played all afternoon with her hand under her top. She then says she's having a girl and her name is Rosie.
I told my D and we couldn't stop laughing. We realised lster that she was watching Peppa pig and there was a lady pregnant
it's amazing how much they listen and learn.

so she's having a baby. Snd her attitude is funny too.

Oh that's gorgeous @BlueBay ..... thanks for sharing that with us ❣️

Had a really bad night. Hopped into bed and tried to go to sleep. All of a sudden tears were pouring out. I was sobbing.
but I don't know why. I finally stopped and managed to fall asleep.
I'm now feeling tired and a bit anxious.
@Faith-and-Hope @MDT @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Maggie @Owlunar

I am so f.......g over my NUM

nit ringing her anymore

I'm over ut

icer her f. Crap of excuses for me to visit

I'm not going snymire

over her and dad

hurting like hell this morning

it's over

Why does she hurt me sll the time

she's not a mother who cares

she's a vindictive careless thoughtless hypocrite who loves causing trouble

she doesn't give a f.... about me never has and never will

do you know how that makes me feel

like a piece of crap

well my bath didn't relax me

just called my doctor and sobbed the whole time

I'm going to try a walk eith my D

sge is important to me

and do us A and hubby and boys

they care

not this person who is supposed to be my mum

niw I've gone to thst little girl who needs her mum

ni I don't I'm an adult I don't need her

😢😢😢😢😢

Dear @BlueBay

I'm sorry I didnt get back to you yesterday, I havent been around the forums so much the last couple of days.
I was very amused with Little As antics re having a baby. Yes it is amazing how much they listen, pick up and learn from watching those around them and TV programs as well. They are little sponges at that age, they really are. Quite amazing, as well as adorable. And I am so glad to know you have her in your life, because I know how much laughter and joy she brings you.

Sorry you had such an emotional night. The sudden tears are a bit of a mystery perhaps, but it likely a build up of stress and strain and feeling somewhat helpless. It may well be that it was good for you in a way. I note that you are feeling tired and a little anxious upon waking this morning. but thats to be expected with everything that you have been dealing with.

Oh dear ... Your Mum is a major ongoing source of distress, anger and frustration for you BlueBay. Of course I cannot tell you to forget her, because I know you cant. She is your Mum, even if she doesnt act like it sometimes. I really wish you had a better relationship with your mother, I wish she was more supportive of you, I wish your beloved MIL was still around for you. No amount of wishing from me though, will help the relationship with your Mum.

I know you try to keep in contact and maintain a relationship with your Mum and your Dad. But sometimes its just too hard, and not worth the toll it takes on your wellbeing. Try to take a step back from them, let them come to you ... if they choose to. And if they dont, then just know that you've done all you can to do the right thing. There is only so much you can do. Your mothers lack of response to your attempts at maintaining a normal mother/daughter relationship is sad and deflating. I know it hurts and continues to be very painful to you. But you dont need her BlueBay, and you dont need the continuing 'games' she plays at your expense.

Try to keep calm, spend some extra time with Little A, go for a walk if you can ... but mostly count the blessings you have right in front of you.

Sending love and understanding your way BlueBay.

Waves to @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 @Maggie @MDT 👋

Sherry 🤗🌺