not feeling good

That's why I phoned the manager this afternoon once I realised

I'm hoping he calls me bsvk on Tuesday

I'm hoping he says yes I can send him my application but not really sure on recruitment protocol

I'm going to go to bed @Former-Member

Thankyou for being here. It's greatly appreciated ❤️❤️
Chst tomorrow Sherry

hope you sleep well and you're ok

xxxooo

Sorry to hear you're going through this!
I think you should try and relax and take some deep breaths. I think you'll be fine and whatever happens just deal with it as it comes. It's very easy to get stressed out when it comes to your body and health. Just stay positive

My pleasure @BlueBay . always happy to have a chat with you.

Sleep well and I will talk further tomorrow.😀

@Former-Member Hello and welcome. Great advice, thank you.👍

Sherry 💖

Morning @Former-Member

I managed a good night sleep. I am taking my meds this morning and doing this every day. I know stopping was a very bad decision.
tiday I'm going to make more hair bows with my daughter. We are waiting for plastic slips to arrive. Then we're pretty much ready to put on social media to sell. We worked out prices the other night. Hope we sell some as we have other ideas to add to our collection.

i have made an appointment to see my doctor Monday morning. I was meant to see him yesterday afternoon but I phoned and told him I'm not coming snd to cancel. He knew I wasn't right snd it was very strange I cancelled. I never ever cancel my appointment to see him. I told him to forget about me snd my issues. I told him I didn't care anymore about anything.
so I'll see him Monday and let him know how I'm going.

Reflecting back to yesterday - it was a bad day. And then the job thing just tipped me over. Also my dietitian didn't call agsin as he was away. I was so looking forward to chatting with him about my eating issues so in my emotional mind I was angry. Lots of emotional eating that needs to be addressed. The receptionist made another phone appt gir next week but I'm going to cancel. It's going to be very difficult to talk to him from home as hubby will be home to help me. I won't be able to drive somewhere to talk to him. Can't even go to my room as littke A will come in. And I know I won't be completely private.

I will see what happens.

I better go snd have a coffee.
thank you again @Former-Member

tslk later xxxxxxx

Thanks for your support @Former-Member

nuce to meet you. 😊

Hi @Jynx thanks again for last night.
self reflecting on last night snd what happened is very hard. But I need to write things down for my next session with my psychologist. Seeing her next Friday.
I know I have a lot of issues that need work on. I feel so bad for not doing things that I should be doing. I get so angry very quickly with myself.

sm I doing ok? Really ?? I wonder sometimes that I'm not coping and it's scary. I lose control of my emotions. 😢😢

hi agsin @Former-Member

Why does life have to be so hard?
I thought that tomorrow if the weather was nice we would all go on a picnic somewhere. My d was happy to come too. Last night her x messages to say can he have A on Sunday.
my D ex text her saying we are going on a picnic. He replies csn he come!!! WTF!!! No he can't come. He hasn't paid her any money since split. And then has no responsibility. Then he wants to come. No f..... way. I'm so angry because I see my D struggke. I see her buying everything - food, snacks clothes nappies - everything for A. What does he do - nothing. Sees her on a sat fir a few hours and that's it. It's so wrong snd not fair.
yeaterday my D decided to buy A a toddler bed and get rid of cot. Sell it snd get some money. She also bought a stroller as the pram she has is too heavy with A getting bigger. She spent over $500 for both. She saved a bit as there was a sale. So I get so angry with him because he's done nothing snd apparently paid for none of A baby things. I didn't know thst my D paid for everything - pram, cot, cradle, clothes nappies bottles formula - the lot. He wasn't a responsible father to be snd still isn't.
I said to my D "you do what you want I'm not telling you not to give A to him tomorrow but look at the bigger picture".

so my D said she'll text him and say he can have A tiday like every other week. He csnt chop snd chsnge to please himself.

I know it's none of my business but I'm her mum snd I protect my kids snd especially littke A.
at the end of the day I csn only advice my D. It has to be her decision.
And sometimes I just have to shut up!!!

@BlueBay hugs my sister

yes it is hard sometimes watching and we want to help our children soo much and we would love life to be easier for them

all we can do is to be there for them xxxx

hello @Former-Member , @Former-Member , @Faith-and-Hope

Morning @BlueBay @Former-Member @Former-Member @Shaz51 .... 👋💕🐚☕️

You were such a wonderful support here for @BlueBay @last night @Former-Member .... I am so glad you were here for her ❣️

I hope the manager gets back to you @BlueBay, and that they will accept a late submission. It can be enough to say that you were unwell for a couple of days, if they are prepared to be flexible. Good luck 💙💕

Hi and welcome to the forums @Former-Member 👋

I got my next assignment submitted in the early hours this morning .... a few hours late, but I think so many students will be days or even a week late that it won't really matter.

Have had a sleep in this morning, but I have to get up and back into my sculpture project, and another couple of assignments, and some legal :pile_of_poo: .....

Hope y'all have an okay day.