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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

Thanks @Angels333

I've had enough. I want to hibernate at home under my doona. Don't want to see anyone or speak to anyone.
I feel like I'm going round in circles.
I want it to stop. I'm so stressed with life. Anxious about what's going on. And very sad too.
How are you going? Xxx

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Angels333Senior Contributor

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I hear you @BlueBay

Thanks for asking about me.

I'm not getting enough sleep, with work really busy this week and I get up early to drive Son 2 to his apprenticeship. He starts early and it's more than an hour round trip. I'm so exhausted. The weather is getting cooler too which causes seasonal depression But otherwise I am managing better than last year.

Love Angels333

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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I noticed this mirning how dark it was when I woke up.
im glad that you're managing better than last year @Angels333
I just want to stsy home and close mysekf up inside.
chst later. Have a nice afternoon xx

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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I just can't win

I'm always in the wrong

I'm thinking thinking seriously of self harm and other serious stuff.

I just can't cope

is anyone listening ???

I'm sick of everyone taking advantage

I'm sick of hubby and his f...g OCD

diesnt he realise how hard it is to have a toddler luve with us. Oh no!!!!!

he doesn't f....g get it.

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JynxModerator

Re: not feeling good

Hey @BlueBay ,

Just want you to know that we are listening, and we are here if you need us. I am going to drop you an email, just to check in.

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MolliexSenior Contributor

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Hugs @BlueBay. Please take care. 💜💜

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

I don't want to take care of mysekf anymore

everything is my issue

my fsukt

its little A fault there's toys everywhere

the house isn't clean

I don't give a f...k snymore

i need to get out

why is everything I say an issue

I'm over it all

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

And snother tantrum

10 minutes of screaming kicking crying

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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@Molliex @Angels333 @Maggie @MDT and others reading

see above. Forgot to tag

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MaggieSenior Contributor

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I’m following along @BlueBay , I really don’t know what to say, it sounds so hard for you, on so many different levels. Take care where you can, I do know it’s hard to do. Sending lots of 💙💙💙💙

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