not feeling good

i Don't want to see anyone

I don't want to talk to anyone

I just want to be left alone

I don't want to see anyone 😢😢

Hey hey hey @BlueBay

Settle down - sure you are really upset atm and this is no time to have a fight with your mother

I guess you will never know what drives her - even if you asked her she wouldn't know herself - my mother was the same -

Anyway - won't it be a relief not to see her at the funeral - and it's your MIL's big day - not your mother's - like the rest of us she will have her turn

Tough on you yes but try and settle down - breathe gently even if that's what you do for the rest of the day -

If your emotions are going right out of your control then ring the CAT team again - it seemed to help a lot doing this the other day - do whatever helps

Yes - I know this time of anyone's life is tough - I was a real mess after my mother died and my sister was being a #$&@rs at the time and running the whole show - how painful it can be because families can be the pits - I know

Take it easy - resting today is one of the kind things you can do for yourself - please be gentle - nothing is served by being angry though you do have a right to be. Put yourself first

Dec

But @Owlunar why is she like this. I know you can't answer that. She gets to me all the time.
Hubby is angry at the moment.
it just gets me mad. My dad is very capable of coming tomorrow. She always makes out that he's so sick when actually he's not.
my kids are shocked and think it's so wring.

I think right now I need to lick myself away. Away from everyone. Away from the world.
yes tomorrow is about MIL. Xx

I think it's wrong too @BlueBay

My family was the same - I get it

Lock yourself away and try and sleep if you can - otherwise just breathe

Did you speak to your doctor today - perhaps you can catch up with him to keep in touch at some time

Thinking of you

Dec

@BlueBay Hearing you. 💜💕💜💕

@Owlunar 👋👋👋

Hi @Owlunar @Maggie @Former-Member @Gazza75 @MDT @Shaz51

I had to buy fine food for tomorrow after the funeral. We're not having a wake for everyone. Just us and our kids. By the time we get hime it will be about 2pm.
my son took me down the shops to do that.
I'm organised for tomorrow now. All food sorted. Now organising dinner.

Thankyou everyone for your support. I really need to stsy connected here at the moment. I can't do it alone.
i better go snd cook dinner. Xxxxxx

@Maggie

👋👋👋

Of course @BlueBay

Staying connected is the way to go - and we don't mind - we all feel as if we are helping - we feel connected too

WTG💐🌷🦋

Dec

Also - I'm glad to see that you were well enough to get out and get things ready for tomorrow and just for your family too - that's wonderful

@BlueBay

Oh thsnkyou @Maggie i needed this.
And Thsnks @Owlunar for your support.
❤️❤️