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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Hi @BlueBay ... so sorry you are going through all this today. I get all that you have said here, I truly do. I too feel like that regularly. I too feel that 'why does it always have to to me who does everything'? Why cant someone else take over ... just for once? Yeah ... unfortunately I get that. I wish I could sit you down right now and tell you to relax with a cuppa, while I plan shop and cook dinner. I think we need a maid, fairy godmother or a genie in a bottle for just these occasions when we feel like we cannot cope any more. Just to take a little bit of pressure off us for a tiny while, to give us a chance to breathe again. You say you want to smash something. Actually that is a really good release. Do you have any old crockery, pots or something else which will make an appropriate amount of noise ... something you can smash to help release some of that pent up anger and frustration? Otherwise perhaps a punching bag would be equally as effective. Even a pillow? Anger is best released, rather than keeping it in. But it needs to be done in a safe manner.

I hope you're okay BlueBay.

Sherry

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Hi @Former-Member my beautiful friend ❤️

I'm ok for now. I get triggered and angry so quickly.
ha I wish we all had a housekeeper to cook clean do finances and pay bills!!! Lol

but that's not going to happen.
As for releasing my anger I haven't done anything yet. Don't have any old crockery.
I'm starting an exercise class on Thursday - maybe I could ask if they have a punching bag.
how are you my friend? How is hubby going. And your dad?
my MIL is still going. I don't know how she is still here.


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@BlueBay my sister are you ok xxx

Hugs my sister @Former-Member

hello my second mum @Owlunar

Hello @MDT , @Appleblossom

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Just angry and frustrated sis @Shaz51

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ohh my darling @BlueBay

sitting with you xx

what`s wrong xx

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Hubby is annoying me snd I'm getting very sngry

everyone at hime are getting to me

I feel it's good now that my D us moving out although I'm going to miss my little A. terribly 😢

I think also having hubby hime this week on leave eith me is crazy.
I just need my own space.
I'm down in the dumps feeling sorry for myself.
hope you can have a rest and sleep well tonight xxxxx

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Good evening dear shazzy @Shaz51

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I'm sick and tired of been used abused and then thrown out

my parents and sister (the only one that talks to me) haven't rung me fir ages

the last time I saw my sister was months ago. She never calls me she never texts me to say "hi how are you"

She now sends me a msg in Facebook for my birthday. So I do the same.
and my parents - well I'm not going there with them anymore

I've been used all my life. Me do this do thst. Me have parties with the families at my house. Me take my mum here there and everywhere.
im going to bed. I've got a terrible headache.
@MDT @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Owlunar @Appleblossom @Gazza75

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Hope sleep helps my friend
@BlueBay

I don't like seeing you like this but I understand your need to vent. 🙏

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Sitting with you my sister @BlueBay , sending you understanding hugs xxxx

Hello @MDT xx

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