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Broken very broken

Broken very broken

I can see the darkness within and without, the sepia tone weeping through the ever bleakening reality, would that my mind would or could create the world I wish could be real even if that meant being locked in a room for the rest of my days, like it would make a heck of a lot of difference in my life I am already seen as a loser and I don't know like I have some sort of retardation and who knows what else. My chest an open wound my heart crushed against my rib cage weeping through the very structure designed to protect it, my bones compressing under the weight of all the pain, I whats the point

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I'd be going to the A&E at the hospital. It could be any number of things that should be checked. Take care. Hugzzz

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Hi @Redraw

Beautiful owl .. kind of "arch" facial expression ..

tendonitis is tough and I can relate to it .. can you work on a bigger scale with less small movements ..

I have been a bit detached from my piano playing ... I have to be cos of neck and wrist issues .. thats why I intersperse it with all the other stuff I do .. so there is not too much repitition and RSI.

I hope your head spinning settles.

I have nt been online for a couple of days, so did not see your post til now.

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I invite you redraw to the enjoy section today refocus yourself it will help

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Hi @Redraw. I've been off site for a few weeks - dealing with life challenges. But I'm back and just wanted to check how you are going?

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Hi not too bad can you download veronicas on your side video and keep watching it, it will open your heart
Also fault in our stars


Pysically I'm destroyed
Mind is still working
Can you watch your fav movies, grab some take away and junk food
And invite a friend to watch it with you
Or a group of friends
I beg of you to do this
And do something for Chrissie
Get outside as well

Take care, how are you physically

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Watch the music show the loop sat 11.30, open up veronicas on yo ur side download video

1.Movie is good with munchies 2. Movie with friends great

Please
Please do this

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Friends are relatively non existent hmmmm relatively or absolutely probably the latter more than the former, I'm a freak and a loser, people scare me and have done so more and more over the years it's all lies and betrayal and exploitation, never real relationships of any real type. I blame no one it's all my fault my weakness, cowardess, shyness and fear means i am nothing to anyone, and yet I refuse to inflict hurt on anyone I should accept my fate that no matter what I do no one will ever give a (expletive deleted) about me and I will never be anything at all in this world

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I'm gonna go for yet another walk

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@Redraw. Where do you go for your walks? If you are in a city, can you find a park or Creek nearby?
I prefer walking in nature. Where I can see the trees and grass and creek and hills. And hear the birds and insects. Feel the breeze or sun on my skin.
Nature and my home - where I feel the safest and happiest.

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I live on a small island, I walk here or there surrounded by farms, or along a beach sun and me are rarely on the best of terms this time of year I am partial to a bit of rain it's fresh and cleansing apposed to radiation burns

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