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Broken very broken

Broken very broken

I can see the darkness within and without, the sepia tone weeping through the ever bleakening reality, would that my mind would or could create the world I wish could be real even if that meant being locked in a room for the rest of my days, like it would make a heck of a lot of difference in my life I am already seen as a loser and I don't know like I have some sort of retardation and who knows what else. My chest an open wound my heart crushed against my rib cage weeping through the very structure designed to protect it, my bones compressing under the weight of all the pain, I whats the point

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@Redraw. That's a beautiful moment. Walking together with an echidna. How lucky you were.

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They cross the roads a lot round here, traffic stops it's cool, but there is still some scrub land around the beaches especially,

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@Redraw. We have lots of small creeks that join up to larger creeks. There is always an array of wildlife nearby. The only ones that I'm not a fan of are snakes. I couldn't identify one from an other. So I just assume they are all dangerous and avoid them. It's why I havent been up to my mountain since Christmas. Too many snakes in that area.
Well I'm off to bed now. Hope to get a miraculous 8 hours sleep. Lol. Unlikely - but I can try.
Sweet dreams. And I'll let you know how the Art Gallery goes.

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Hi @Redraw.
Well I went to the Art Gallery last weekend. Was five of his paintings displayed. They were quite small - about 30 x 24 cm. But the detail in them was amazing. Absolutely loved it. Was only one other couple in the gallery. They too came to see this artists work. I just had to ignore them - as they discussed what each brush stroke meant. Lol. Would have loved the artist to have been there & tell them they were wrong. Lol.
But so expensive. The cheapest was $3,250 and up to $8,000. Wow.
I'm lucky I have my dads paintings in my house. As I'd never be able to buy original art.
How has your week been?

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@Redraw. Just checking in with you. Is everything alright?

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Hi @Redraw. Another hot day here in country Victoria. So still can't get up to my mountain yet. Have had a fire in the mountains during the week. So will wait until the fire risk is over before I head up there again.
Luckily there are lots of birds chattering away in my backyard today. At least 3 species.
Have you gone for your first walk of the day yet?
Wow. These birds in my big tree are really noisy today.
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