@Birdofparadise8 I really do not mean to add to any pain or to cause any further hurt in saying what I am about to say - this is completely something to think about in respect to both here and maybe in the future at RO...
What @ArraDreaming has highlighted is the way the written word can come across as something you may not want it to. In the heat of the moment what you say may not be exactly what you are thinking but it came across as no-one wanting to help despite numerous members over the past few days trying to help. This can be very hurtful to those members also.
In respect to members engaging this morning and then leaving - I am going to be blunt - everyone here has their own things going on and own lives they lead. No member can expect an instant reply nor a prolonged conversation - if that happens then great but putting all your eggs into that particular basket is neither practical nor attainable. This is why we and maybe RO encourage you to find supports that are outside of these forums. I do know you are trying to do that but in your own words "I'm always on here" I echo @ArraDreaming 's question about what it is you want from here? I know you have said support but what does that look like for you? And how can we as peers provide that support when we try to help but you shut the door on so many suggestions?
I really am not meaning to be hurtful here as those questions come from a place of concern as well as experience.
