Not Coping

@Birdofparadise8 After a particularly difficult time my pastor referred me to my psychologist and after I had seen her and things got better we got to know each other as we attended church together. We then became friends on Facebook which I now know is not appropriate but I didn't see anything wrong with it at the time as she was no longer my psych. I made a comment about how my ex friend owed me $1600 and refused to pay it back, and warned people to be careful who they loan money to and that's when the psych unfriended me and told me I was rude to put something like that on social media.

No, she never hugged me.

The psych who hugged me was a different one. I wish I knew where she was now because I would love to go back to her. She is the best psych I've had, and I've had a few lol!

I'll look up your post about bullying so I can get an idea of what you're dealing with, hopefully it will help me too.

I just googled the book you're reading, were you drawn to it because of the bullying you suffered? The write up basically said it was a "edgy bully romance" so I wondered if that was the reason you are reading it.

Oh okay that makes sense.

Do you have the name for the psych that huge you? You could google her and see if you could find her.

No I just got it because of tiktok and saying it had good spicy hahahah @ENKELI

@Birdofparadise8 lol, lots of spice huh?!

I only have her first name and she isn't at the clinic I saw her at any more. The clinic has changed hands so I don't even know if they would remember her.

So aside from spice, do you have a specific type of book you like? For example, I love Michael Connolly books, he's the writer behind Bosch and the Lincoln Lawyer. I like crime novels, fiction and true crime plus I have a favourite Christian author Francine Rivers who writes mostly historical stories.

I used to enjoy spicy books but not so much anymore. If it has a good storyline I'd still read it but it's not a preference.

You'll be heading off to sleepy time soon, I just noticed the time!

I’m doing ok thanks @Birdofparadise8 I’m having a bit of a late night.

I’m just getting into reading so I've only started with romance. I’ll have to venture out.

Oh I do have one book called the fabric of our souls @ENKELI

Google that one.

Yeah I will waiting for meds to kick in. I'll continue to read until then.

What about you?

I was just going to ask that @Eve7

I'm up late too. I'm waiting for my meds to kick in I wouldn't be able to sleep if not.

I'm just reading a book.

Do you read?

@Birdofparadise8 I did a quick google of that book and will check it out. Sounds like a good read.

It's only 8pm here so I will probably do some more on my diamond painting and put my washing away. Exciting woohoo!

I'm also going to apply for a couple of jobs I've saved on Seek.

Enjoy your book, sleep well and talk soon.

Thanks for being there, you are amazing 💐

It's a depressing book I think @ENKELI

All good. I'm getting tired now. I wish it was 8 pm.

Enjoy your night. We can talk tomorrow if your are around. I have my first uni class but it's online.

Good night!

Good night @Birdofparadise8 hope you rest well. I had a busy day today and just got my pjs on and got to bed.

@ENKELI thank you so much for sharing your pain. I had an ex girlfriend who has blocked me and can't even look at me anymore, I don't know what I did but it floored me. I live in a different city now, so that helps... not constantly reminded of my past. You know what I think that kids will always remember how you made them feel. It sounds like you made you God children feel safe, don't ever forget that they will recognise safety because of you.

I do read @Birdofparadise8 but I’m limiting my reading to “between Uni semesters” for obvious reasons.

• Off to bed now so Nighty night 😴