Not Coping

It squishes my boobs too much @tyme

I still wish I could hug him. I didn't tell him I was upset about it, and I can't until next week. He moved the session. I'm disappointed. What to do this week.

Oh, if you shut your eyes and think of an apple, can you see one or not? Did we talk about this already?

LOL... I've never heard of that one @Birdofparadise8 .

When I close my eyes, I see a blurred apple that's sometimes green and then red at other times. It doesn't stick to one colour. Is that normal?

I see nothing, so you're better than me @tyme

What it does they move into each other and I feel to squished I don't like it. I've never liked tight things. Tight dresses, definitely not. I would hate to be around when you had to wear a corset. I would die wearing one of them.

https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/symptoms/25222-aphantasia

This really isn't the night to be crying. What if the girl comes in? How embarrassing. I've been alright all day.

My psych will quiz me on it, like, what you are feeling? I'm saying sad and alone. Can we go deeper? No. That's all I know, nothing more. Then I'll get frustrated, and he will most likely get annoyed at me as well.

The flatbread or the focaccia @tyme?

I reckon I'll go for the flatbread.

As for the apples, they will move into each other? Coz yes, that's what I saw @Birdofparadise8

Did you look at the link @tyme

What number are you?

I don't know @Birdofparadise8 . I see the apples first next to each other, then the next time, I saw the apples on top of each other.

Okay, well at least you see something @tyme

Not to be rude @tyme did you see the other half of my post?

Hey @Birdofparadise8 ,

Do you mean the part about your psych?