Not Coping

Yes, they are both studying something related to film and computers. I don't really know.

I know I'm sure it will be okay, but Bournies are key. Am I right @tyme.

Are you happy to be back in Melbourne?

You could go for a ride on the Yarra. It's so nice tyme I love it there.

@Birdofparadise8 I love Lego too

Sounds like you like lots of different things 😀

@tyme yes I have I messed up today today could just any worse i let it happen again and I feel shit I am just not enough today how's you?

What sets do you have?

You should check out the lego thread @Sunnyside226

What's a LEGO thread ? @Birdofparadise8

I am just about to lose it nobody cares how I feel or my feelings I am not perfect enough everyone bullied me because I fucked up I hate myself so bad why should I just be perfect because people don't see me what my life is outside of things I am nothing I don't want to be happy anymore people have really upset me today nothing is right I don't feel right I hate myself so bad I am nothing

@Sunnyside226 , it sounds like you are pretty hard on yourself. We know how hard you are trying. It's not easy having the children, not having your partner, and struggling with your own mental health. If anything, you have proved to us how capable you are and how resilient you are.

I read that you may not feel that way now, but we see how much you have done to help your brother.

Do you think going back to work will give you some stability?

I'm glad you have been able to reach out on the forums to get some support. Remember, you deserve it.

https://saneforums.org/t5/Social-Spaces/Lego-anyone/m-p/1411402/highlight/true#M363932

Here you go @Sunnyside226

No @tyme I just want to quit everything and hide where nobody can find me

I am in a dark hole I hate myself so much I can't stop thinking of doing things to make people proud of me I can't be perfect for everyone it's not fair

Thank you @Birdofparadise8 I'll have a look later 😃

@tyme

were you around when I said my psych won't hug me?

Yes, I did read about it. I actually think you managed quite well @Birdofparadise8 . I'm not saying it was easy, but you did it.

Hugging yourself also causes your body to produce oxytocin 🙂 That may help