Not Coping

I hope I didn’t say anything wrong then @bartart23

Ye @Birdofparadise8 yes gay or transgender

I've been to like 100 doctors GP they say the same shit 2 months ago before I lock myself in my house I was in and out of the hospital everyday just to get help they kept sending me home I attempted recently I won't say what happened I never told anyone that because I don't see a point anymore in telling someone it never goes down well what pissed me off is everyone hospital always leave everything to get serious before they even help it wasn't that long ago I was in the psych ward because I give up

That's the reason I never tell anyone because nobody cares it sucks big time

I really want to be a boy i don't see myself as who I am now 😔

I don’t full understand being transgender so I’m sorry about that. I think a few people around here might be so you might be able to get some support. I think you’ve spoken to @RiverSeal who might be able to support you with that.
yeah I know it sucks how no one helps until it gets too bad and only once your in hospital. I don’t understand why they can’t help in the community more unless you are a private psychologist.
I know you say you don’t want to try again, but could you look into a psychologist you could even see someone online so you don’t have to leave the house.
can I ask why you don’t want to leave the house? Is it because of the hallucinations. @bartart23

No when I said I disagreed about GP. And what I said about the trans stuff
I don’t want to offend you and I’m unsure what to say about it. @bartart23

No @Birdofparadise8 no you haven't offended me it takes more then that to offend me haha not everyone understands transgender

I've already seen a psychiatrist he said the same things even if someone wanted to help it's too late for that I've given them chances and chances

I am thinking about making them happy I'll put meds in my body maybe the hospital and mental health services would shut up because that's all I hear from them. Even when I was in jail that's all I heard from the mental health in there it's never ending

The hallucinations are telling me to stay home it's it's other things too like my ex girlfriend and other things

I hope this chat hasn't upset you if so I a sorry

I am happy to chat still if you like ☺️

Hi @Shaz51

The whole course is interesting and I am learning so much ☺️

How are you travelling?

Sorry I had to go around looking for boxes before I go down to Hobart @bartart23

Hi @Blackbird11